If you mean the person I think you're thinking about, then I agree they're a kind person. Though I myself never knew them well, I've seen them every now and then and I admit that they've never done anything mean as far as I've seen. This was a beautiful piece of writing. I envy you for being able to portray your feelings so wonderfully about someone. Whenever I try to, mine are usually incomplete and thoughts uncertain of how to phrase themselves. I applaud you for this, Uwi.
Well, I already told you what I think of it, but I guess I'll tell you again. It was extremely touching and personal and it felt like you were really letting us into your heart. I have a friend that went through this exact thing so it touched me on a personal level. Of course, I could never know exactly what this is like because, if I ever found myself in this situation, my mom is one of those that would understand completely. However, I know what it's like from the side and it isn't fun. I truly enjoyed reading it (aside from a few grammatical things, which I know were not the focus but the grammar nazi in me made me notice them, I'm sorry) and I hope everything works out for you. If you ever need to talk, my rmail is always open to good friends (emphasis on the good, no spamming me with rmails if you guys aren't on my respals list for everyone else reading this) and if asked so are my AIM and YIM and possibly MSN (again, super good friends ONLY).