My heart stopped all together. "What?! No, you can't leave me like this! No!," I wept bitterly falling to my knees on solid concrete, emptiness poured into me. My friends..my family. My love. They where all gone. I was choking on the lump that formed in my throat. Tears welled up over my eyes as I imagined by life from this moment. Cold, alone...misirable. I couldn't stand it. "Goodbye," was the last word I heard. That was all I needed to hear.

Being alone, when your heart feels so empty, with nobody there to comfort you is a feeling I never wished to experience in my entire life. It feels like someone has cursed me with the worth kind of plague there is. God have mercy on me. Being hated so much is like having a dagger peirced into you with every word you hear every day. This is how I feel.

When you shed tears, and you know someone isn't there to help you. You feel what is called loneliness. Finding joy in other's people's pain is sick and inhumane. All I want is comp*censored*ion, and understanding. I don't see why that is some hard to understand.

Is this how you feel Crim?