If There Was

If there was no pain, I'd be able to breathe

I could look at you and feel nothing, instead of this hurt.

If there was no anger, my arms might not be scarred,

and I might not harm everyone.

If there was no suffering, the world would be immersed in comfort,

smiles on every face.

If there was no strength, I would never have the will to find you,

make you pay.

If there was a world without weapons, I wouldn't be able to kill you

and you'd be able to diminish my soul

If there was no you, all would be right.

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So, this is a roleplay about hurt, depression and revenge. An ex has hurt you deeply, emotionally or physically, and you want to make them feel the same.

~Rules~

1. Follow all Rescreatu rules

2. Romance is encouraged, you find someone else to help you through, who was faced the same. ( Note rule one)

3. Violence is encouraged.  (Note rule one)

4. This will be done in 1st person

5. Gender ratios even, please

6. No same-gender romances, please, I don't have a problem with them, but someone else may

7. Be literate, or semi-literate. 3-5 sentences per post, nothing less, use proper grammar and spelling. If you don't know how to spell something, that's alright, but no a ridiculous amount of misspelled words.

8. If I ask you to leave, leave.

9. If you are playing a girl character, use the lime green bio, if a boy character, use the orange bio.

10. You may have up to two characters.

11. Use OoC or double parenthesis

12. Please type your bios like your characters are filling them out. *See my post, and Fawkes's post for examples*

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Bio (Girls):

Name:

Looks:

Personality:

How were you hurt?: (emotionally, physically, ect. )

How has this changed you?:

Other:

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Bio (Guys):

Name:

Looks:

Personality:

How were you hurt?: (emotionally, physically, ect.)

How has this changed you?:

Other:

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Post " Join! ;D" to join.

Girls:

Sheena - Fawkes

Kaleia - Me

Mora - Fun

Sora - Minirent

Guys:

Chatam - Me

Drake - Fun

Zelos - Fawkes

Darien - Minirent

((Lol, yeah :D))

Name: Sheena

Looks: I am tall and slender, with dark-ish purple hair. I have a scar on my arm, up near left shoulder, and another one on left ankle. My hair is shoulder length, and I has brown eyes. Kinda like this- (yes I like chibis :D)http://i306.photobucket.com/albums/nn246/tikkihikki/Tales%20of%20Symphonia/Sheena/ToS__Chibi_Sheena_by_Nacrym.jpg

Personality: Normally quiet and shy, but when I am angry you'll know it. I am often happy, and very cautious and nervous, and a little jumpy. I am usually good about hiding my true feelings from most people around me, except the ones that know me very well.

How were you hurt?: Emotionally and physically. I was yelled and screamed at a lot, but was told I was beautiful and that my ex loved me. One day, I found him drunk and I was beaten. I had bruises everywhere and I have scars from where he cut me with a knife. I was not too seriously injured, and the police got to my ex quickly enough. 

How has this changed you?: I have become more reseverved around anyone, and more nervous, not letting many people into my life.

Other: Hair is usually tied up... Like in the picture.

Name: Chatam DelGrati

Looks: Long, black hair. Long bangs, hanging diagonally across his forehead. Stands at average height, about 5'8". I have huge, warm, chocolate brown eyes.  I'm svelte, my jaw angular.

Personality: I'm quiet, hardly saying a word. After what I've been through, I will try to help you when you need it, but don't expect me to say anything to you. I am considered a loner, usually by myself, back-of-the-cla.ssroom kind of guy.

How were you hurt?: (emotionally, physically, ect.) Emotionally. My ex-girlfriend told me I was worthless, had me do everything she told me to do, and then cheated on me.  I found out and was heartbroken, all she did was laugh in my face.

How has this changed you?: I avoid expressing my emotions, and stay clear of relationships.

Other: I love to read, which fits perfectally into my quiet nature.

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Name: Kaleia Browning

Looks: Light, wispy brown hair. Hazel eyes, almond shaped. Fair skin, tiny and svelte. I'm only 5'4".

Personality: Outgoing, violent. I'll will stare you down, and will cut you if you make me mad enough. Known as a troublemaker, loud and opinionated. I'm the sit-in-the-front, in-your-face type.

How were you hurt?: (emotionally, physically, ect. ) Emotionally and Physically. My ex, the scum, beat me daily, and treated me like dirt. He dumped me, literally, on the side of the street one night when he got tired of hearing my cries.

How has this changed you?: It has made me hard, and emotionally detatched. It's hard for me to keep a stable relationship, and I've become violent towards everyone.

Other: I used to cut herself, but now that I have stopped, I cut others.

((By the way, I typed this as thought my characters were filling this out. o;))

((me will joineth...sounds quite intreaguing<-- oh fail at spelling already... bio coming.))

Bio (Girls):

Name:  Mora Stedlene

Looks: She is fairly pretty.  Mora has a fine face with full lips and a well sized nose.  She has deep emerald green eyes that always seem to have a wicked gleam...almost saying they will make you pay.  She has light brown hair that goes to the mid of her back and it forms in lovely waves.  Her skin is faire and her body is slender.  She usually wears skinny jeans and a nicely fitted tshirt.  She has a locket her best friend gave her that hangs frequently around her neck.

Personality:  Can seem cold hearted and harsh, but can have her moments.  She has high aggression levels and a quick temper, so it is best to stay off her bad side.  She is not one to be messed with, for she is one to fight back.  She has a cunning mind and uses this to her advantage.  One of her favorite qualities is, she is swift footed, allowing her to outrun many who challenge her.

How were you hurt?: She was abused physically and 'spiritually'.  Her ex boyfriend kept her locked up for days at a time, beating her when she did something he didnt approve of.  She was afraid to sleep...and when she did doze off, he whispered in her ear, telling her what a disgrace she was. She broke up with him repeatedly, but somehow he pulled her back. She finally got up the nerve, and fought back, managing her escape...

How has this changed you?: She has escaped from the clutches of her captor...  she has become more aggressive, and challenges everything.  Her temper was quick before, but now it seems unmanageable.

Other:  Drake is her best friend.

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Bio (Guys):

Name: Drake Maxewelle

Looks:  he is a well built young man.  He has blonde hair and deep grey eyes.  His skin is fairly pale but he dosnt seem to notice.  He usually wears anything that fits, usually a pair of jeans and a tshirt, with a pair of sneakers.

Personality:  He seems bold... protective of those he loves, for fear he may loose them.  He never gives up, even when things get rough...for now.  he was planning to end his life several months ago, but was stopped by his best friend.  He can be described as 'dark' but he dosnt seem to care, and he believes he can be more superior to anyone else.  He is usually quiet... and his face is empty and expressionless.

How were you hurt?: (emotionally, physically, ect.)  he was hurt emotionally.  His ex isolated him from friends and family, and she became crazed, and tried to destroy his family, only succeeding in killing his sister.  His mother and father moved far away, and he has never heard from them.  He stays with Mora for the time being.

How has this changed you?: He became protective of the only person left in his life, Mora.  He also dosnt seem to care what goes about anymore...he believes life is not worth living.

Other: Mora is best friend

((Wasn't sure if you wanted the bios in that form or not :P I shall go make sure everything is correct in my other one.))

Name: Zelos Wilder

Looks: Long, red hair, blue eyes. My hair is somewhat wavy. I look like this, minus the sword. I do not wear the headband all the time either.

http://74.img.v4.skyrock.net/746/neji-yaoiste/pics/2146058201_1.jpg

Personality: I am very loud and obnoxious, and friendly towards a lot of people. I do not trust people as much as I did before. I am proud of my looks. Intelligent, I like to show off my skills. I love being with people and am very social.

How were you hurt?: Emotionally. I was verbally abused everyday, but I felt as if I needed my ex. I was put down and haras.sed by her friends as well, but I still stuck with her, hoping I could change her. It didn't work, and I ended up dumping her, but I still saw her everyday and she would put me down, along with her friends she had by her side.

How has this changed you?: I was not changed too much, but I do not trust easily and have trouble with relationships. I hate yelling and screaming.

Other: My pet dog is a stess reliever for me, and it helped me overcome the abuse I got everyday from my ex.