I need some guy advise.
My mom says I'm not old enough to date, but, see, I've been crushing on this guy named Justin for a while, but everytime I look at him, I melt and I don't have the guts to even talk to him, let alone ask him out. When I finnaly told my self I was going to ask him out anyway, I got sick for the next to days, and then we where on spring break for two weeks. LAter that day, I got a call from one of my best friends, Agana. Agana told me that our friend, Sam dumped her boyfriend Tyler and was now going out with Justin. Not only that, Sam told Justin that I liked him! (Then our friend Emma started dating Tyler, and Sam seemed perfectly okay with it!)
A few weeks later, I began to accsept the fact that I mised out. Then, out of nowhere, Sam tells me she dumped Justin. That was yesterday. Now, Justin and I are in the school play that premered yesterday and we're doing it again tonight. Well, out director changed the cutan call (when we all bow at the end) so now Justin and I are next to eachother and we have to hold hands.
I know this sounds patetic, but I really feel bad about it. I don't want to ask him out because I'm affraid of what Sam will think. (My friend Angela then told me that she was okay with Emma datying Tyler. She has a poit.) Also, I refuse to ask him out because I don't want to be selffish and ask a guy out who's on the re-bound. (Getting over the last person they went out with.) He seems to be taking it well, but I honestly can't tell.
As if things can't get worse, he kept asking me for hugs while we where backstage yesterday. (Which is very dark, by the way...) But then in Science today, Rebecka said it was wierd because she thinks Justin likes her now because he kept asking her for hugs, too.
I don't know. I'm panicky and confused, and I don't know what to do. Someone please help me!!