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merboy1010

3:26pm Feb 14 2012 (last edited on 4:55pm Feb 14 2012)

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CLOSED


Thanks to the wonderful people of rescreatu Im feeling better.Thanks to everyone who helped.



zozane008

3:53pm Feb 14 2012

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No suicide plz. ;(
I'm going through some stuff, too, but it'll get better. 8D
Life is all about ups and downs. It sucks your parents don't believe you. .-. Kinda makes me mad.
If you need someone to taly to, feel free to send me an rmail. ^^ I'll listen, I'm always here for you....Even if I just met you! xD 




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merboy1010

4:22pm Feb 14 2012

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thank you very much.I find things that I used to love, uninteresting.Im really upset.My parents try to help me with my problems but They have already done the things they have done.It cant be reversed and it cant be erased no matter how hard they try.Its done.



Dragon393

4:23pm Feb 14 2012

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To be honest, I don't know you. So I don't know how off the wall depressed you are. However, if you have hit levels that you cannot be talked out of, think of it this way. We are all going to die some day, we have limited time, so why shorten it? No matter how doubtful it may seem at some point you're going to have a good day where you don't want to die or you're even happy to be alive. Though if you end that now you'll never get to see those days. I live life constantly seeing how what I did effects what happens, and I wonder what would have happened if I had done something else. Just see it through to the end. To put it another way, if you have a 700 page book, and you decide to burn the book 50 pages in, you'll never know the ending and you'll never know if the book got any better. You burn that book and that's the end. Period. And if that didn't talk you down from it then think of this. What if there is no heaven, reincarnation, or anything beyond? Regardless of your religion, (I don't have one my self, though I prefer to think that there is something beyond the grave) what will you do if there is nothing? It will all be gone. Yes all the painful things will be gone....but so will any happiness, memories, nothing you've done in your life will matter. You will loose any contact, memory, or impact on the living world. (Your body will still be there and people will cry about it, but you can't consciously do anything anymore) This might not be what happens when you die, but if it is I personally find the thought terrifying. Seriously, just don't do it, just see this ride called life up to the end :)




Either way though Rescreatu has a pretty good community so be prepared to get the "don't do it" speech from around 10 other people lol


(or the thread will get locked...which ever comes first....)



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merboy1010

4:25pm Feb 14 2012

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okay,thank you.



Dragon393

4:31pm Feb 14 2012

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*ninja'd by your post*
Tastes change, don't force your self to like stuff, just find something that makes you happy, something that makes you smile, something that inspires you or gives you a goal. Just find a reason to move forward and find some sort of happiness, no matter what form it takes. I used to wonder about the meaning of life and think that everything is purposeless. Then, I had a thought, just a random little thought that popped up in my head but fueled and inspired me and I follow to this day. I love video games and books and anime and all that stuff, basically I love a good story that takes me some where that I can get lost in. And I thought "I want to help write a story, to take somebody somewhere, to make some stranger from far off smile, to let somebody escape into the world of fantasy if only for a little while, so many authors and writers allowed me to see these wonderful places parallel to our own, and I want to return the favor and allow somebody else the same escape" And since that day I have known what I want to do in life.


By the way thanks for reading my really long posts XD


Really though, just find what makes you happy, and pursue it, never look back and never regret you decision. Find your place in this world.



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Dragon393

4:31pm Feb 14 2012

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You keep posting right before I finish my really long posts XD



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merboy1010

4:33pm Feb 14 2012

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I dont have words to say how much your helping me.



Zen

4:42pm Feb 14 2012

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i dont know you are or what your going through but ive been there and im shore many people have. my life isn't too dandy either but whos is? 
i know every one says this but it will get better, you just have to find something you truly love to do, something that you can escape in to. Try new things and explore new talents you might never have known you had and start to see the beauty of the world again. 
if you in school talk to a teacher confidentially, they shouldn't tell your parents if you dont want them to and they can help find Councillor who are experts on these things which will help you talk things out and think of solutions. 
remember there is always something to live for and everything can be over come :) 
i really hope that you can sort out your issues and things will get better (nothings ever perfect tho) 




merboy1010

4:44pm Feb 14 2012

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I do talk to my parents and they try to help but they cant.And I dont want to talk to somebody i dont know.I know Im talking to you but I dont need to see you show a dissaproving face,Not saying that you would.



Dragon393

4:48pm Feb 14 2012

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I'm happy to help. :L



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merboy1010

4:54pm Feb 14 2012

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thanks everyone.I think I will close this for now but I might open later for future problems.Thanks.



zozane008

5:10pm Feb 14 2012

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Awesomesauce! 8D



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GreenKat

5:36pm Feb 14 2012

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(the trance ardur)



merboy1010

6:07pm Feb 14 2012

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what?



Dragon393

6:22pm Feb 14 2012

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So you don't get it either? I was wondering if it was some kind of inside joke...



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GreenKat

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iheartjimmypopAwesomesauceArdurTrance0Showroom



GreenKat

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It actually exists.



Dragon393

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This is one of the worst possible places to advertise, or post random stuff like that >_>



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Graveyardfox

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Yeah, really, Greenkat. =/ Please stop being so disrespectful to everyone. This isn't the first time I've seen you act so rudely, and it's really starting to bother me.




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