So, my friend was kind of mad at me and accused me for ditching her, so I felt bad because she was avoiding me. Actually, she's on this site. I'm surprised what I write when I'm upset, even though my sisters said it was depressing, not me. Kay, I made a poem, and it's one of the best I've done, I guess. All right, here goes.

Sitting alone in the dark, comfort is all i feel

Being alone feels good, and sobbing i start to kneel

Like acid, tears burn my cheeks, and crying feels like a stab

Loneliness laughs at me, but scars are better than scabs

I can't bring myself to smile and I’m ignored when i speak

It matters not how hard i try, better to welcome a fool than a freak

Though i cry out no one hears, loneliness and sorrow are friends

Even if i scream, yell, or sob, it seems that this is the end

Eventually i find no hope and i welcome the coming death

And depressing words i scream, with painful unwanted breaths

Unfortunately i happen to live, returning to the darkness of night

And though i was born to die, the world is suddenly bright

But just when i feel like i matter, I’m wanted no longer no more

So i hang my head in sorrow, and drop my face to the floor

Everyone's better than i, in smarts and style and looks,

But pride no longer exists; for it's my pride they took

I lay facedown on the bed, feeling pity for myself,

All my sorrows and troubles are sure to bring a decrease in my health

I try to block the tears, unable to stop the flow,

I know depression is bad, but my sadness continues to grow

How can i not be sorry? How can i not feel bad?

I've tried so hard to explain to them, but t’was that friend that made me sad

If they'd understand i was sorry, if i offended them at all,

Seeing them unhappy was painful, now my world feels small

If they're reading this poem, if they had or would some day,

 They should know I’m sorry to help me chase this pain away

I only want my friend back, the laughs and fun we had,

Forgive me now and accept me please, then i wouldn't feel so sad

Right now my hope is in a friend, in whom i trust and confide,

but if I face his darkness forever, I'm afraid to forever be terrified

Wow...That was really good. I have been through the SAME thing aLOT of times. I feel your pain.

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