Wrote this after my grandma died.  I miss her so much and this is dedicated to her.

I figured other people might feel the same after losing someone they love. 

Every night in my dreams, I dream that you're still here.  We're happy and you're okay.  You're not gone.

Then I wake up to face my sad reality.  Feel the tears on my face, wipe them away.  Get ready for another miserable day.

I tell myself the bad part was the dream.  You would never really leave.  You were strong and fierce.  My hero, best friend, and the one I trusted most.

The day goes on forever with thoughts and memories of you.  Emotions build up inside me and the tears keep coming.  I cry 'cause you're gone. I'll never get over the fact.

Truth is, I'm scared. My world has crashed.  My heart has shattered. Things will never be the same.

Happy memories make me cry, because I know that I don't get anymore.  I talk to you in my one person conversation.  I wait for a reply, but no matter how hard I try, I can't hear one.

I know you're watching over me, but that doesn't change the fact that I can't see you.  I miss you everyday. I wish I could go back to when you were still here.

I want to relive the past, go back and be as happy as I used to be.  But this is one of those times I can't have what I want. I love you.