8:10pm Nov 6 2011
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Why would she take the time to introduce herself properly? Why would I need to know her name?
Honestly, I was starting to think she was just trying to be nice. Which was more scary then a white man with a whip.
When she asked me for my name, I was even more surprised. Which was expected, by now. I kept walking, but never took my eyes off hers.
"Derek."
Was all I said before looking forward.
[[Sorry for the fail. I didn't want to power play or anything. Since I didn't know if you planned anything by taking him to the bench or whatever. So... now that I've said my life story.. -_- ]]
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2:28pm Nov 7 2011
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[[Np. <3 And. Derek is smexeh. x3]] I was a little surprised. I couldn't see how that name could be insulting or unpronouncable at all, but that was just me. Trying to think of something else to say as we rounded the back of the house, I came up short. It wasn't like I could ask Derek about his history; that might bring up bad memories, as would inquiring about his family or where he was from. So, I stayed silent as the bench came into view, a narrow path all that seperated us and the house from undergrowth that reached my waist and overgrown bushes. ''It's a lovely day today, isn't it?'' I asked, smiling still.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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7:46pm Nov 7 2011
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I was pretty used to silence from white people by now so I didn't feel awkward at all with hers. I was feeling a bit uncomfortable though but that was normal for me when I was around my masters. "Yes, it is."
I said quietly, still completely lost as too why she was being so kind. I was starting to think there was a catch to this. Maybe she was secretly a snobby spoiled kid that was bipolar.
When we finally came to a bench, I sat down and ate a bite of the roast beef. I was starving, which was normal for slaves, so I didn't even take the time to chew much of it before I swallowed it to relieve my aching stomach.
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11:44am Nov 8 2011
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I sat down next to Derek, my gaze wandering around the undergrowth in front of us. He seemed pretty hungry- I couldn't help but wonder when the last time he ate was- so I left him to it and spent my time looking for small animals in the bushes. When I was young, I remember having found a sick hedgehog and trying to nurse it back to health, but it had died a few days later. Similar things had happened with a bluebird, six different mice, and a sick kitten, but that one had actually lived. Not that it stuck around or anything. It ran away a few days after it grew strong enough to.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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7:45pm Nov 8 2011
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[[Soo, I guess I accidentally deleted this in my last post... But Derek isn't JUST smexeh. He's breath takingly gorgeously smexeh. GET IT RIGHT. -_-
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Jk <3 ]]
As I hungrily finished my last bite of roast beef, I swallowed it slowly to savor the taste running through my mouth. Honestly, in the state I was in, I didn't care how it tasted. But it sure tasted good compared to the other old things that masters usually gave me.
"Thank you."
I said quietly, looking at my master with questioning brown eyes. Why was she being so kind, still?
"What would you like me to do, Master?"
Usually my masters would get me right to duties. So why was she having me relax outside?
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1:35pm Nov 9 2011
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[[Heheheh. I apologise, I was in a state of unrest and uncertainty. I realise now I was wrong and you are so right. xDDD]] I glanced up from my daydreaming memories as I realised Derek had said thank you, and was asking me what I wanted him to do. I had no clue at all what I wanted him to do; I didn't have anything that needed doing, and even if I did, I'd do it myself. I'd told my parents I didn't want a slave, and that was the reason why. ''No problem... And I don't know. What would you like to do?'' I asked, smiling. I doubted if he got asked this question often, and thought it would be interesting to see his response. I always wondered what the slaves out in the field dreamt they were spending their time doing; maybe now I would find out.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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4:39pm Nov 13 2011
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[[Hey. Just for next time, realized is how you spell... Realized. You had a 'S' in there. :)
UGH. Sorry for my random nerdiness and critical.. Comments. Back to the rp~ ]]
I was waiting for the time where that pretty smile of hers was replaced with a dark, disgusted ex pression as she would tell me my duties. But, instead, all I was given was that pretty smile and... No orders.
My eyebrows furrowed with confusion as I looked down in my lap. What was it she asked? What would I want to do? That was an odd and unneccessary question.
"I... Don't have anything I would like to do."
That wasn't true. At. All. But the last thing I wanted to do was get beaten for actually saying something that I wanted.
What I truly liked was art. If I could ever have a free time, it would be in the fields. But not working. Painting the beautiful scenery that I would be surrounded by.
I looked back at my master, fighting the image of my painting a portrait of her. [[Random idea. Like... he gets a free time and starts painting a portrait, and she see's it and like BAM. Romance. ]] I cleared my throat before looking straight ahead again.
"What do you like?"
I said, wondering why I even bothered keeping the conversation going.
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6:14pm Nov 13 2011
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[[Ugh, I hate 'realise' and 'realize' almost as much as 'bear' and 'bare'. Those are the only words I mix up on a regular basis. >.<]] ''I like lots of things,'' I replied, smiling still. He couldn't honestly be telling the truth, surely? There must have been something he wanted to do. No one was born without ambitions or passions, and no one lost every bit of ambition they had as they grew up, no matter what the circumstances. ''There must be something you like to do,'' I pressed, sighing. ''I won't laugh, I promise. You won't get in trouble or anything, no matter what it is.'' I smiled warmly once more, looking down at my hands. Maybe he just needed a little encouragement. ''I like music. I love playing a harpsichord.'' I said, thinking that might make him a little less nervous. ''Now I've told you what I like to do, will you tell me what you like to do? There has to be something. There just has to be.'' I smiled again, tilting my head as I looked at him. He couldn't be that shy, surely? [[That is totes an epic idea. :u]]
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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8:28pm Nov 13 2011
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I smiled as she listed some of her hobbies. So she was more then just a pretty girl in a dress then, seeing as she had an actual passion for something. I could see it in her eyes as she explained how she liked music.
With a sigh, I took the risk of saying only what Keon new.
The thought of Keon made my heart fill with sorrow for just a moment, before I finally cleared my throat and said,
"I like art. Painting, sketching, drawing..."
I shrugged, finally able to turn my head to look back at her again.
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5:43pm Nov 14 2011
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''Really?'' I asked, grinning. I hadn't been expecting to get any response at all, let alone such a good one. My father often traded supplies that varied from the normal stock, and I remembered him having some supposedly 'faulty' art supplies. I'd checked them myself though, when I was bored, and they'd seemed fine to me. ''Would you like to paint?'' My eyes were eager, my ex pression enthusiastic. Worried I might be coming on a bit too strong, I added hastily, ''Maybe not now, if you don't want to, but I could always just give you the things you'd need.''
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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5:49pm Nov 14 2011
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Her enthusiasm made me jump at first. Was she serious?
I haven't painted in a long time. But the thought of wrapping my hands around a brush forced my heart to race.
"Paint? Now?"
I said aloud, though they were more to myself. Was I ready? Has the pain of Keon faded enough for me to resume a passion? I gulped. Only one way to find out.
"I'd love to. If you're alright with that."
I doubted she wasn't, with the way her eyes sparkled in anticipation. Some day I'd have to draw those eyes...
I cleared my throat, feeling awkward at the thoughts I began having about my Master. What was wrong with me?
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6:02pm Nov 14 2011
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''Of course I am! Come on!'' I leaped to my feet, overjoyed that Derek had said he actually wanted to paint. ''There's an old shed out here, it's where they used to store all the 'faulty' goods. They have a new place for that now, but there's still plenty of old stuff out there. Last time I went, there were some paints and stuff, but I don't know why they were in the faulty shed.'' I realised I was probably babbling, and hushed myself, turning around and walking in the opposite direction to the way we had come, heading around a particularly large patch of bushes and vegetation.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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11:25am Nov 19 2011
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[[Oh mai. I haven't even seen this one. Sorry! ]]
I could feel a small smile forming around my lips. Usually, as I've observed over the years, white people were pretty strict about manners and politeness. I new one manner was to not...
Babble. But, she did it constantly. I found it humorous which was the reason why I couldn't help but smile. To be more specific, I found it cute.
I swallowed, wondering why I would even let myself think so far - again. She is my master. I am her slave. I had to keep that in my head.
"Well, I'll be happy with whatever you have."
I responded, trying to not keep my eyes on her too long. The last thing I needed was her being suspicious from these outrageous thoughts being portrayed through my eyes.
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11:35am Nov 19 2011
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[[Lawls, np. xD]] When we reached the shed, I was grinning, and I couldn't wait to see how good Derek was at painting. The shed itself wasn't huge, but it wasn't miniscule, either. It was about ten foot long and six foot wide, an old, ramshackle building. There had once been glass in the windows, but it had long ago been smashed out, and now the windows were bare save for a few bare glass shards still stuck in the wood. I pushed my hand up against the old door, and glared at it when it wouldn't open. Apparently, it was jammed. I smirked, glad I'd worn my riding boots instead of those dumb 'lady-like slippers', and prepared to kick it open. Hitching up my dress a little, I kicked the door as hard as I could, and grinned triumphantly as it opened. Settling my dress back down to a 'lady-like' state, I put a hand on Derek's arm and started pulling him inside. I could see old crates piled up on top of each other covering the majority of the room, but there was a bare space down the end of it, about three feet wide, that just had some old, brittle pieces of wood, and some dusty pieces of cloth covering the floor.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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12:12pm Nov 19 2011
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When we came to the shed, I could have bet that no one has been there in... Decades. It would be a surprise to actually find some nice paint in there. But, with my desperate need to paint, I wouldn't care what state it was in.
As we came to the door, I was just about to offer to help when the Princess kicked the door. Out of politeness, I had turned my head as she lifted her skirt. I almost saw her knees, and it wouldn't have been right to look at her.
When she was finished, a shy smile came on my lips as we went inside. This princess definately wasn't like any other. Maybe I was blessed to have her as my master.
As she pulled my arm, I could feel myself tense up as I followed. Was it alright to let your master touch you this way - and enjoy it? I relaxed - forced myself too, atleast - and looked around; a wide smile brightening my face.
My fingers itched to start painting, but I needed to wait for the approval of my master. I took a hesitant step forward, then realizing I had to wait, I looked back at her expectantly.
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12:23pm Nov 19 2011
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I grinned, glancing around to see if I could remember which crate the painting things had been in. I saw a minute spatter of cobalt blue paint on the side of one crate, and walked over to it, working my fingers under the lid before shoving it off. The crate itself reached to about my waist, and I leaned over it as I looked inside. I pulled off a cloth cover that was over everything, and grinned again as I threw it to the side. Reaching down, I pulled out several leather bags of crushed stones, a bottle of some water mixed with a thing I could never remember the name of, and some pre-mixed paint in an air-tight wooden tub. Placing them on the ground beside the crate, I leaned back over it again and started rooting around for the other things he'd need. I eventually managed to find a few paint brushes of varying thickness, and a few boards of canvas, which I propped up against the crate. ''Here, you come see if there's anything else you'll need out of here.'' I said, motioning for Derek to come over.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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6:07pm Nov 20 2011
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I watched as my master searched through the bins to find the one with paints in them. I knew she was a bit more lenient, now that I've talked to her more, but I still felt uncomfortable helping her search. I still didn't know for sure that she wasn't bipolar...
My thoughts immediately turned back to reality as I took a couple steps closer. She found the paint, and everything else I needed. With an eager smile, I came forward. Ironically, this time I didn't hesitant as I came closer to her.
Maybe because I was a bit too eager to come closer to her, not the paint.
"Thank you."
I said quietly, my mind absorbing the fact that I was finally about to paint again. I picked up a brush, and looked at her with a smirk.
"What should I paint first?"
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6:46am Nov 21 2011
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''Whatever you want!'' I replied, grinning. I glanced around, wondering if there was anything else that he could use that might help him. Down in the very, very far corner of the room it was dark, but something caught my eye. I went down to it, and was thrilled to find five easels stacked against the wall. Of course, he would only need one of them, so I pulled it out and opening it up, grinning. The way the wood criss-crossed across itself started confusing me when I tried to figure out how it folded up like that, so I just put it back in the space that was a little less covered by junk. There was still junk there, though, so I hitched my skirt up ever-so-slightly again and kicked some of it out of the way.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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2:59pm Nov 26 2011
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I knew I shouldn't have, but instead of thinking about something to paint, I watched my master as she searched around the room. I didn't know what she was looking for but I didn't care about that. "You're very different." I mumbled to myself as I watched. A small smile came on my face as I looked away again when she lifted her skirt just enough to see her calves again. Very different, indeed. I finally had an idea on what I could paint, but I chose to look back on her instead. "Why are you treating me like this?" I asked, this time loud enough for her to hear. This question has been eating at me from the very beginning. And I finally had the chance to figure her out - if that was possible.
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3:19pm Nov 26 2011
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I gave a small laugh, tilting my head to the side. I dropped my skirt back down so it trailed just above the floor again, not bothering to care that dust settled all over the hem of it as I smoothed it out. ''Like what?'' I asked, although I was pretty sure I knew the answer already. No one treated slaves as if they were human, as if they had rights and priveledges just like the rest of us. No one. So, even before he replied, I pondered over how I would explain it. Whether or not I would tell him about the book I was reading, or the contraversial subjects and theories within it. I mean, it wasn't like he would run and tell my parents or a priest or something, was it?
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually. ... ... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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