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9:13pm Jan 12 2012
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"You...I've never had anyone treat me like this...not since my mother." He shifted feeling uneasy. He looked back at her and got up, walking over to her before giving her a loving nuzzle and a kiss on the cheek. A large smile lit up his face. "Thank you."
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9:16pm Jan 12 2012
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"I can't say no problem. I havn't exactly had anyone love me like... well anything before. This is completly new to me. I'm bound to mess up some times, and I might make some big mistakes..." I told him, embaressed.
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9:20pm Jan 12 2012
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He grinned. "Then we will make mistakes together and get passed them. If we mess up and fall, we will just get back up and try again." He said this all and he was dead serious about it. "I won't leave you, and I will help you through the thick and thin." He brushed his body against hers lovingly.
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9:23pm Jan 12 2012
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I brushed my head agenst him lovingly. "I love you Devillin. Nothing is going to change that now." I told him as I looked into his eyes.
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9:29pm Jan 12 2012
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"I love you to, Jazz." He replied giving her another kiss. "I will always love you, and I will fight your fights beside you." His face grew serious, but his eyes shone with adoration and love for her.
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9:32pm Jan 12 2012
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"I know you do. I will protect you forever, Devillin. I will protect you with everything I have, be it words or be it my life." I told him, my eyes glowing the brightest blue with affection.
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9:50pm Jan 12 2012
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He smiled. "I to will protect you, be it with words or my life." He touched his nose to hers, while laying his right paw on her left.
(hey can we continue tomorrow, my new medication is kicking in and is actually making me fall asleep...I'm sorry. And by the way I'm having lots of fun with this ^^ I can't believe we are already at six pages.)
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9:57pm Jan 12 2012
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"I don't need protection. You should know that by now." I told him as I slipped my paw out from under his. I turned and walked away, not looking into his eyes.
(Can we do it for a little longer? If you don't want to, then we can stop for tonight^^)
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10:04pm Jan 12 2012
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He smiled and let her go. He knew he had upset her and so he was going to let her calm down before approaching her. Once she had time he would go and apologize to her. He did not mean to upset her, he loved her too much to do something like that. He moved to the entrance to the spot they were in and sat down to wait for her to come back. He would not move from that spot and he would not lay down or go to sleep. He would stay up for however long it took for her to come back.
(I will try)
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10:18pm Jan 12 2012
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I stayed over in the back of the cave for a long while. I decided this was not the place t think about this. I ran past Devillin and outside, weaving my way through the traps I had set. I ran out to the river in the dark. This was the best time for me. I could see best and hear best in the dark. I closed my eyes as I did in the meadow. I concentrated on thinking. I was worried and angry. I wanted this to work out, but it never would if he kept thinking I was weaker than him because I was a girl. Nothing angered me more that that. He thought he had to protect me, take care of me. I had been on my own for twelve years! I don't think he comprehended that fact. I had taken care of myself for twelve years, I had run from the Gorgons for twelve years. I had had no one in my life before, not even once. I was furious with him. 'I'm never going back there.' I told myself. I bolted to the east, following the river. I ran for hours because by the time I stopped, it was in the middle of the day. I don't know how far I went, but I didn't recognise the area I was in. It might have been tens of miles, or it could have been five, I had no wa y of knowing because I didn't ever go to the east. I settled down on a rock to rest. I fell asleep soon after. By the time I woke again it was morning, so I had obviously slept all night. I spent a few days here, fishing for food. Nothing major went on, and it was all a blurr. All I know is I saw the sun rise and set more than thrice, and I stopped counting after that.
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10:28pm Jan 12 2012
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He stayed where he was for all those days, never moving. He had slowed down his breathing and the rest of his body like bears do when they go into hibernation. He didn't need to eat, drink or go to the bathroom. It was amazing though, that he could stay awake even though he had slowed his body that much. He waited for her to return. He knew that she could take care of herself. She did it before she met him and she could do it now. He beat himself up mentally for making her so upset. Not a day went by that he wanted to just bolt and hunt her down, but he wanted her to have her space. Yeah she was a girl, but she was tough. Her fire like personality proved that, so did her tenaciousness when fighting for what she believed in. And so he waited...never moving, never making a sound...waiting...waiting for her to come back to him.
(I'm sorry, I can't keep awake any longer. I will reply to whatever you post when I get back on in the morning after I have my blood work done ^^ Thanks for suggesting we do the rp, Fluzz *smirks* or can I call you Jazz ^^ anyway talk to you then. Night)
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I stayed at the same place as before, trying not to think about Devillin. I woke up and went down to the river to fish. I watched as a fish hovered in the middle of the river. I suddenly had a aflash back from when I was on the South coast. I was very young then. My life was good. The food was plenty, the hiding spots were good. Few Gorgons ever came this way due to the moutains they had to cross to get to the coast. The creatures that lived on the moutains were feirce, and there was no food or water. I was luckey to make it over those moutains. My life was almost perfect on the coast. After a year on the coast I had my first encounter with other wolves. It was a very young wolf. She didn't yet know how to hunt or defent herself. I was hunting and she had come up behind me. I hadn't seen her for a while, and then she fell. I heard her and turned around. As soon as I saw the wolf I crabbed her neck and snapped it. I never realized what she was, and I didn't take any chances before I killed her. I left the coast that very day, never comming back. I was so ashamed of myself. I snapped into the present, closing my eyes, trying to erase the memory. I stayed in my fishing postition for a long time, trying to calm down. That day I had killed the little girl was the worst of my life. Not even being taken from my family was worse that the feeling when I found out she was one of my kind.
(Either one works for me, Drenn, or can I call oyu Devillin? =D)
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2:16pm Jan 13 2012
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He continued to wait, he never blinked nor moved, waiting...waiting for the one he had come to love so much.
(sure, and I am back, Jazz ^^ Just got home from doing blood work and ate a giant burrito since i had to fast for my blood work...god that burrito was like eating a piece of heaven after you fast ^^)
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2:28pm Jan 13 2012
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I leaned down and bit into the fish and pulled it out of the water. I set it down and started picking it appart. I pulled the bones out, eating the meat after. Once I was done shoved the bones into the river, letting the current push them away. As I watched the bones I had a sudden urge to follow them back down stream, to the West. I followed them for hours and hours, looking at them and wonderign why I was following them. It was about morning again once I had reached the caves again. I wasn't ready to go in and meet him, not yet. So I sat outside, fumbling around. I saw that the trap that had cought on Devillin's paw was laying out above the leaves, broken. I walke dover to it, and picked it up. I took it into the cave. I walked past Devillin, now even looking at him.
(How did the doctors appointment go yesterday?)
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2:34pm Jan 13 2012
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He slowly stirred out of his hibernation like state as soon as she walked past. "I'm sorry." He whispered, just loud enough for her to hear, before walking out of the cave's entrance and into the sunlight outside. He then sat on a rock not far away, still giving her her space and time to think.
(It went ok, they gave me blood work to do so i did that this morning. they are checking to see if i have arthritis, and what degree and they are checking other things as well to see why my bones are hurting so much, like they are being poked over and over with needles and going numb and all that...also why every so often i get random rashes and large bumps here and there. they are thinking my bones are not producing enough blood or something or too much. *shrugs*)
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2:43pm Jan 13 2012
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I was so atuned to the quiet sounds and listening to them that it sounded like he was yelling at me as I walked by. I went to the back of the cave and set the trap down, looking at it. I wondered why I felt so close to Devillin. Why I loved him so much. All these things were a mystery to me. I was so confused. I walked outside and around the rock he was sitting on, still not looking at him or saying anything to him. I moved the leave over and saw a few had cought small mice and rats. I took the traps with the dead animals into the cave and tryed to pry them open. I didn't know why, but I couldn't open them. I had done it hundreds of times before, why not now? I walked out the caves entrance, the flower vines brushing on my face. I looked at him, only my head peeking out through the flowers. "I could use your help with these." I said, in the quietest wisper. I turned around and walked to the back of the cave, laying down, head facing the cave wall.
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2:47pm Jan 13 2012
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He moved from the rock and back to the cave. He then took the traps one by one into his mouth and bit down, breaking them open. He gathered all the rodents and carried them to Jazz and placed them next to her head. "There you go. Sorry about breaking the traps. I will find you new ones." He smiled and gently licked her cheek before giving her a slight nuzzle then laid down on the other side of her.
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2:53pm Jan 13 2012
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I didn't look at him. I turned my face, resting it on my paws. "No, I'm sorry. This is all my fault. I never should have let you stay with me. You would still be happy, you would still be free. If I had only left you to your prey, your life would be fine right now! I'm leaving, and I'm never comming back. I will gather my things wile the day lasts, and I shall sleep for the night. I will be gone and out of your life by morning. It will be like nothing ever happened." I told him, getting up.
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3:16pm Jan 13 2012
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He got up with her, and moved to rest a paw on her back. "You have no reason to be sorry. I was the one who had stepped out of bounds." He gave a smile to her and gently nuzzled her. "If you want to leave, I will just follow you. I promised you that I would never leave you and if we fight I will work on making up and we can move on together. I will stay through the thick and thin, and I will fight alongside you. I won't help unless you ask." He nuzzled her again. "So please don't go, unless you let me come with."
(sorry had to change the oil on my car)
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3:22pm Jan 13 2012
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"No! You can't come. I've caused enough trouble already. I need to go on my own. What is my rule? If I leave, don't follow me. I will kill you if you try to follow me. I won't hold back. Please, don't come with me. If I let you stay then I will loose it. You are making me weak. I will have to leave sometime, and I can't fight when I'm soft. I can't do this, not now, not ever!" I exclaimed.
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