Well friendships still have room to grow.  I was best friends with several guys and all of them ended up coming around...even though i liked them better as friends.  Dont worry, what is meant to be will always find its way. 0)

((yes I suppose..I just.....))

You just what?  And I think I understand why you got stressed over the warriors... i noticed because all your pack members have names like the warriors, (tigerlily and all that) so you envision the warrior clans and charrys as yourself and your packmates.  adn when bluestar died you pictured someone you know dying?  I know, Im just throwing random ideas... still, I truly am sorry for what I said.  I wasnt thinking.  *curse aggression issues*  I know you must have gone through great saddness, I wish I could be there to help.  I have never experienced what you are going through, so my words probobly mean nothing.  Be strong... Shawn and I are both here for you.