Ch 2
As we arrived as school, I was greeted by Shaniqua.
"Hello May." She gave me a snotty look as her little posy gagged at me. "Ready for the reaping? I've been getting ready. I'll be the only one making it." Her little posy game a small smirk. What was that about?
"Come on May." Fen took my arm,
"Oh," Shaniqua propped up her hair, "Hello there Mr. Darcynn." She winked at Fin, making a deep growl escape my throat. "Whoah!" She laughed, "someone lock up the monster." She laughed with her friends as Fen and I walked away,
"Don't listen to her," he muttered, "at least she'll be out of her hair when she volunteers." I shrugged as we headed off to our first period together, History of our District.
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"Hello children," Mrs. Malleguel greated everyone at the door... except May. I hate it how everyone treats her like a freak when she's nothing close to that! If only they'd let her in, and try to see her true colors, they'd like her again. In fact, they'd love her!
I sat next to May as the teacher babble on about todays lesson. Then, Mrs. Malleguel put on a tape, the same tape over and over about the hunger games. For the rest of the period, but all I could think about was May and the reaping. As May mouthed every word of the video, I took out my journal and leaned back in my chair. I opened up to the first page where my first entry was...
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Entry 1
There she is again... that girl. So intelligent and beautiful, so confident and graceful like the sea herself... I went up to her thousands of times today trying to ask of her name, but every time she would smile at me, my stomach would drown in butterflies as her eyes seemed to glow. I couldn't talk to this siren of the sea. She was everything, but was she just a dream... just an illusion?
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I read through the next few paragraphs, fixing mistakes I made from about two years ago. Then I went on to the second entry
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Entry 2
Well, I did it. Not even a raging storm from the big blue could've held me back. It may have taken a moon's cycle to gain my heart's desire, but I did it. I finally met May.
I shouldn't have judged her so quickly! She is amazing. Her voice is as smooth and silky as the mist on the morning ocean, and the way her words and literature rolled so fluently, as though she had planned the very conversation. She's so smart, I envy her of her brilliance! I mean... she skipped a year of schooling. I find that impressive.
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I carefully glanced at May, only to quickly drop my interest back in the journal when I noticed she was looking at me. My stomach seemed to boil with joy to see that she was paying attention to me... but she wasn't the only one. A few girls to my right were trying to wave at me, get my attention. I glared at them. I knew them. They were a few of Shaniqua's friends, and everyone of them has dated a guy for, at most, two weeks before dropping him into a ditch. I knew none of them knew what love was, how much dedication it would take. I mean, neither do I... I haven't even had a first kiss. I give a slight chuckle, making almost every girl glance at me... except May. I frowned as she set her head down on her desk, facing away from me. Sure I didn't know how it really felt to hold a girl in my arms, to feel her lips against mine... but I have fantasized and written romances for myself. Oh, if only she knew how I felt.
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I looked through the window as I laid my head down. How dumb of me! He looked right at me and smiled and I just turned away! Agh... if only I could bow down to this god. I sat back up and turned around to see him writing in his silly little journal again. Why did he have that anyways? It's cute, but what is he hiding in it? Then, I saw him sneak a glance at me. I just stared at him as he continued writing, only to catch him looking at me again. He gave a slight chuckle as he closed up the brown, leather booklet.
"So," he whispered as he placed his head on his desk, "what are you wearing to the reaping?" I giggled,
"Why?"
"I just want to see if I'll ever see you in a dress again." He smiled, but it quickly evaporated when he saw a tear run down my cheek. "I'm sorry."
"No." I smiled weakly, "No," I replied stronger, "It's not you... it's just," I paused, "My scars always show when I wear a dress." I whipped away the tears, "Anyways, I'm ugly in anything that comes above my ankles." Then, Fen took my hand and lifted my face up to look at his as he sat up.
"No, you are not ugly." Fen stopped and seemed to stare into another world as I got lost in his eyes. The teal flecks seemed to dance in the abyss of turquois and green until Mrs. Malleguel interrupted,
"No romance please," she yelled at us. Shaniqua's friends gagged as I took my hand from his grip,
"You're," then he stopped. Fen looked as though he was hiding something from me again. What was he so afraid of? Did he not like me? Was he just sorry for me, just like what momma told me *I mean Mrs. Franuer*? Why did I even talk to him? I don't want to be alone again.
The bell rang and I bolted towards the door, the last thing I heard was Fen calling my name.