She got up from the sofa and looked around. No paper or pen. "O, Eddie always hogs the paper. and he probably has a pen. Ill be right back." She walked upstairs and knocked on Eddie's door, "Eddie?" He opened the door, and when he noticed it was her, he glared and sat back down, covering his notes from his latest song. She decided not to tease him about it this time, she just said. "you got paper? and....a pen?" He didn't respond. He p*censored*ed paper and pencils to her, and said. "Close the door on your way out." ouch.... She thought. She walked back down stairs and was about to ask what was wrong with Eddie, but Paradise already realized what was wrong. She ignored her 'conscience' and said "So what kind of things do you want, or need?"

Paradise rolled her eyes. "I don't think i should talk to him right now, he's tense." She laughed at herself, knowing it was all her fault. ...sorta. But she started making excuses. LARKA was the one that wanted to meet  HER. Not the other way around. Even though it was nice to meet Larka. She seemed like a good friend...but she was EDDIE'S friend. Not hers. But theres nothing wrong with both of us having the same friend...but it was kind of different for Eddie. She's one of the only things she has other then his personal things, like his music, or the stories he writes. She crammed that last thought out of her mind. and told herself. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH THE FACT THAT ME AND EDDIE CAN HAVE THE SAME FRIEND "Isn't there something you always wanted. And you never got to have?"

While franticly hiding all the papers that she could never see, he stopped dead in his tracks when he heard. 'Paradise and i are going shopping tomorrow' . He heard nothing else. It was just a blurr. He looked at her with a scowl that 'could see through your soul'. and mumbled "Your going..." It wasn't a question. It was a simple statement that cut him through his viegns. Before he embarressingly got too emotional, he gently touched her back, pushed her out of the room slowly, and closed the door. And locked it. He wasn't coming out for a while.

Paradise kept looking at the clock, noticing Larka was taking a long time. She walked upstairs and banged on Eddie's door. "Larka?" noone answered. "Eddie?" Still silenced. She banged on the door. And still noone answered. Paradise gave up, and chose to take a shower and go to bed.

 It was about midnight now. And Eddie was still up, in the bathroom. He was vommiting like crazy. And it wasn't just vomit. It was blood. The sickness his mom had, didn't get to Paradise. It of course went genetically to him. He layed on the floor, He was drowned in blood because half of it didn't make it to the sink or toilet. He tried his best to wipe it up but he had no energy to do so. He took off his blood soaked shirt and walked into his room. Stumbling and falling every once in a while from all the blood he lost. He tried his best to put on knew, clean pants. but had no more energy to get his shirt on. His fever was getting higher anyways so puting on a shirt to make him sweat more wasn't a good idea. Since he got this sickness, everytime he had alittle fever, he would vommit...alot. The doctors said the second they diagnosed it when he was born that it wasn't as bad as his mom's. And it was impossible for him to die of it. But Eddie never threw up blood before. He was scared. Terrified actually. Everytime he got sick like this, he would think he was about to die. So he could live like he was dieing. And there was only one risk he wanted to take right now. And he told himself he would.He walked into the bathroom, and cleaned his mouth. then He walked into Larka's room. Unsure that she was asleep, but he felt so committed right now that he didn't care. He leaned against the bed, and kissed her lips as gently as he could. He didn't want to wake her up so he didn't do anything else. That was all he wanted to do. He smiled. And stumbled back into his own bed. And went to sleep easily the rest of the night.

(( omg im so upset i have to go now ): but imma post one more time hehehe....))

Eddie woke up alittle later then usual, it was 10:00. He awoke from a kitten meowing, and licking his face. He smiled as he thought of Larka. As he got up, and rag fell off his head, he started to get alittle suspicious. He walked downstairs, expecting Larka to be up and ready to have breakfast with him as usual, but this time he didn't see her anywhere. He turned around, and saw Lilac. He started to worry now, because she never lets go of Lilac. But he calmed himself down, and went back upstairs to her room. She wasn't there either. He rushed into Paradise's room, and she was still asleep. He ran quickly downstairs to the back yard. and the front. No where to be found. Alright...Don't freak out.. But he already was. and he couldn't stop himself from it. He searched all around the house, for some kind of notice or note saying where she was going. But nothing. He ran outside, again, not caring what he was wearing, and how they're was droplets of blood on his pants. He went to the alley to where he first met her. She's got to be there...she HAS too!

When Eddie got to the alley it was completly empty. But seeing it with the sun out, it did still leave some hiding places. He looked everywhere, tears already streaming down his face nonstop. Everyone stared everyonce in a while but he didn't care, he p*censored*ed them and made one women in about her mid 20's trip because he was running through. But he didn't care. The only thing he cared about at the moment was Larka, and the danger she could be in. He was to overwhelmed that he had to sit down. He unpurposly sat where he sat before, when he first met eyes with her. Going back to that made him even more emotional. He cried and cried. Knowing there was nothing else he could do. He didn't have a picture of her, i wish... or any ID for police to find her...He started to shake, and he knew his fever was going up again. He really should get home or it would get worse. But he could admit to anyone at that moment, he would rather die, then live without her.

(( I don't want him just like ironically thinking she's in the forest {lol} How do you think he should somehow get there? Because i have nooo idea lol))