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7:05pm Apr 30 2014 (last edited on 9:38pm Apr 30 2014)
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-looking right at Yuushuu I hesitated but then spoke- I'v been hearing voices ever since all these new strangers have been ariving...but I'v just learned to ignore them.... I think all of our past's are catching up to us and trying to grab hold... but we have to look to the future the past only holds pain and loss and if we let it win we will lose ourselves as well as everything that we have...
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9:31pm Apr 30 2014
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- watching over the pack with pride I smiled gently and looked down at little Roe who decided to climb amongst my feet tumbling sideways then jumping back up and growling playfully. As the night breeze drifted in I took it in with a deep breath then hesitated. Sniffing the air in precaution I caught scent of something unfamiliar and dangerous and made a decision right then.Seeing the cot mostly done I gritted my teeth as the smell neared. Almost like a human but cradled in a nasty scent that reminded me of fire smoke- Who here is strong enough to pull a loaded cot? we need three, You'll switch out when the other needs a break. - I said calmly so as not to alarm anyone. As one of the pack went to speak up the smell wafted by again only this time closer.- Nevermind! who ever spoke up first get ready. Storm! We can get herbs once all is calm, I need you to attach the harness, I'll get Dai - looking at me slightly confused at first my eyes glew in intensity- We need to go. Now - I growled urgently but quiet and calm enough not to un-ease the other pack members.- I need you to stay calm but get them moving fast. We need to get away from the den immediately. Nodding and trotting away to the others I trotted over to Dai,- we need to go Daisuki - I spoke gently laying down next to her as she weakly shifted onto my back- You'll be ok. Stay with us.
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9:41pm Apr 30 2014
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-I did as Dom told me to then I saw him walking out of the den and ran over to him- Yuushuu and I agreed to carry the cot and I can get Star to help us if you want to lead -I looked back over to where I left the others while waiting for Dom's reply-
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11:08pm Apr 30 2014
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-Nodding to Storm I traipsed over to the cot and gently laid Dai down, grabbing Roe I held her in my mouth as I moved to the front of the pack while Storm fastened the make shift harness's-
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12:48am May 1 2014
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A great pressure dampened my spirits, but I wasn't going to let that stop me, I was ready for this, I assured myself. I would take Storm's advice and ignore the voices I heard, surely they would go away with time. Right now, we needed to get moving. I stretched my legs, getting ready to pull the cot with Storm when everyone else was prepared to move.
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10:37am May 1 2014 (last edited on 10:38am May 1 2014)
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-In my sleep I flinch and kick. I let out a shallow breath and then woke up in a world I had never seen. I was in a meadow filled with flowers and my mother was there. She glowed and smiled at me. I ran to her and she held up a paw to hug me but as soon as I touched her she disappeared and I found my self falling down into something. It was dark so I couldn't tell. Then I slammed into the ground and bounced up then flopped back to the ground. I stood up and in the darkness there was like a picture of a forest. I walked closer and put my paw on it and it went through. "A portal?" I questioned. Suddenly I was sucked through. I turned around and the dark room was gone. "Okay, that's not freaky at all.." I muttered. Looking around I felt a sense of peace but also familiarity. "De ja vu." I flipped my bangs out of my face and started to walk around. Then I saw two wolves, about my age, racing straight towards me. I thought they would see me and stop but the kept running. I turned around to run but they both past straight through me. I gasped. Then they stopped.- "Hey did you feel that?" The blue wolf with a white underbelly asked. "Yeah, I did. Maybe it was a spirit. Let's go true wolf and try to see it if it's still there." the one with dark brown fur suggested. -They concentrated and went into their true wolf forms. They both glowed magnificent orange. Twins. They were twins I could tell. The blue one's eyes widened and so did the other's.- "Do you see it, bro?" The dark brown one asked. "Yeah, I see it. Well I think it's a she." the blue one said. The blue one walked closer to me. "Who are you?" he asked. "uh..uh. My name is Daisuki. What's your name and can you tell me where I am?" I say with fear in my voice. "Don't be scared we won't hurt you. Daisuki, that's a pretty name. My name is Skylar and this is my brother Archion. We call him Arch for short. Well this place is the spirit world. Technically we are dead." He said. "What?! Am I dead too?!" I ask shocked. "No, no. You aren't dead judging by the fact we can't see you in our normal forms but you may die soon." Archion said stepping in. "What should I do? How do I get out of here? I don't wanna die!" I started to freak out. "Calm down, please. You're emotions create your reality here and your fear will cause other spirits to become unhappy. You may be just one wolf but your emotions can cause the balance to go completely out of synch. So just try and calm down." Skylar explained. "Sorry." I said. "It's okay. Judging from your scars you've been hurt but that's not the reason you are going to die soon." Skylar said. Archion squinted. I felt like eyes were peering into my soul. Archion stepped closer to me and raised his paw. "May I?" He asked. "Uh, sure." I say. Archion placed his paw on my head and closed his eyes. I decided to close mine too. Then suddenly my eyes popped open and I was in my true wolf form. I felt Archion enter my mind reliving my memories from the time I was born to present day. He took his paw off and I went back to normal but felt weak. 'Whoa, a lot is going on for you right now. Wait I remember you. When you're uncle flung you into that tree I picked you up dunked you into the river and healed you. I dried you off and placed you back by the tree. I was killed shortly after along with my brother by a bear. Sad I know but we're happy here." He chimed a smile. "So do you know why I'm going to die soon?" I asked. "yeah, unless you let go the hate you have for your uncle you will die but not right now. In the future but in order to leave here you have to realize that if you don't control yourself you will kill your pack."Archion explained as his ex
pression darkened. "I've been told that too many times before to ignore this now. Thank you." I say. Skylar stepped up. "There's a waterfall not to far from here. In the center of the lake there is rock. the place is sacred. Sit upon the rock and meditate. It may help you find your way out of here." Skylar suggested. "I will go this place. Thank you both for all your help in this world and the other." I say. I bowed and then left for the place. Hours and hours I searched but I couldn't find it. I sighed. Closing my eyes I concentrated. I felt the earth beneath my feet and felt the vibrations. By the feel of the vibrations the waterfall..should be right in front of me but. I opened my eyes but all I saw was open land then I went into my true wolf form. I saw it. The waterfall. It was beautiful. It was hidden to my normal eyes. I plunged into the water and made my way to the tall rock. I climbed onto it and shook the water out of my fur. I saw a colorful rainbow above. The wind blew through my fur and I felt at peace. Sitting down I closed my eyes and thought. Remembering how my anger changed me I thought what if someone in the pack upset me like that and I just went haywire and killed them all. Then what if I couldn't control myself and kill everyone in my pack. Even little Roe. Tears flowed at the thought. I can't do this. I can't be like this. No. NO MORE. I cried and cried and then I woke up. I was on a cot being dragged. Then I realized that I was actually crying. I buried my face and cried some more.. Until quiet sobbing became loud sobbing. ((SO sorry. this took me over an hour to write. Sorry for the lack of paragraphs. I made this so you guys wouldn't get bored byeee))
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11:01am May 1 2014
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As we walked, I thought I heard sobbing, but as I continued on, it grew louder and I realized where it was coming from. "Daisuki... are you alright?" I asked, "No, that's a silly question. What's wrong?" I didn't stop walking however, because though Daisuki's welfare was important, the welfare of the pack lay in the hands of time. Time we couldn't waste, not a moment.
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11:04am May 1 2014
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-I stopped sobbing.- "It's nothing I just had a.. a bad dream." I say.
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11:16am May 1 2014
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I knew all too well the kind of dream Daisuki must have had. I had dreams to cry about many times before, and it wasn't until a day had gone by that I could really think of it as something that had simply been floating around in my mind. These things would tug at me for hours, and I would even hear things that reminded me of the things I saw in those dreams, as though they were warnings to do differently than I had inside the world of my consciousness as I slept. I always made mistakes in my dreams, ones that could not be undone in the real world. I felt that my dreams were a window into the future, telling me to prepare for the situations I would face and to make the right decision at those times. Perhaps Dai had made a mistake in her dream, or was caught on what would happen if she made the wrong move in the future.
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11:18am May 1 2014
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-I watched the road a head focusing on my thoughts until I heard Dai and Yuushuu talking- Dai, what was the dream about? And who was in it? -I asked because Dai has been having a lot of dreams lately and wolves who have many dream are usually the ones who are in connection with the spirit world or it means she has a long journey a head of her, getting lost in my thoughts again I try to come back to reality and focus back on Dai hoping that her answer would not be what I thought it was-
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11:26am May 1 2014
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-I sighed- "It wasn't really a dream. I took a trip to the spirit world. At first I saw my mother but when I ran to her and touched her I fell through her and into a dark room. In that dark room had a portal to a forest that turned out to be a spirit world. I met two wolves Skylar and Archion. Archion saved me as a pup but his brother and him died shortly after by being mauled by a bear. That was sad. Then Archion put a paw on my ehad and relived my memories from I when I was a pup to present day. He said I was going to die soon but not because of my my wound but because of my anger I held inside. He told me I would even...kill you guys. So Skylar told me to find a waterfall and sit upon the rock and meditate. So while I was meditating I realize that one day I could kill you guys and then I broke down realizing that I could kill Roe too and that's why I was crying." I explained. -I wiped my face and flung my bangs out of my face.
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11:32am May 1 2014 (last edited on 11:32am May 1 2014)
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Daiski's words filled me with many emotions. Fear for the future but also sadness, this must have been tearing her up for a long time, even before I got here. She had been going through so much, but I didn't even notice it, I was worried about my own silly problems. "Don't worry," I said, trying to comfort her, "you're too strong for that. I don't know you very well yet, but I can tell your spirit would never let you do something so horrible."
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11:34am May 1 2014
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-hesitating to answer I looked up at Dai not showing any emotion- I've known this for a while now I got a vision of it when you first joined our little pack.... Those two wolves that you met are your guardians, they known that since you were born, and they will help you whenever you need it. But you won't need guardians if you don't learn to control your anger and true wolf form, if you don't learn to let things go you will destroy not just everyone you love but also yourself....
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11:44am May 1 2014
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I got a little angry knowing that Storm knew all this time and didn't tell me. I felt distant from here now. "Thank you, Yuushuu for your kind words.. Don't worrya bout it Storm overtime I will just put the past behind me. I would never hurt you guys." I say forcing a smile. -I felt distant from Storm. Almost like a sense of hate from her but that could be my imagination. It seemed like from the moment I joined the pack she put in place if I go too far she won't hesitate to kill me.-
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11:49am May 1 2014
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-I saw the hurt in Dai's eyes but tried not to show any emotion, nodded then turned away- Yuushuu, how have your dreams been? Are they back to normal or strange ones?
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11:54am May 1 2014
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"My dreams have never been normal," I answered, cracking a smile, "but if you mean more strange than usual, they have been pretty odd." My ex
pression turned back to a serious one as I continued, "That's not my biggest worry though, someone keeps talking to me. When we went hunting earlier, I did not simply get dizzy and lose the rabbit. A scene flashed in my mind, something I don't remember. But was it a dream? A memory? I'm not sure. But I feel a presence following me, and yet there is no one here but us. It's like the presence is within me."
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11:54am May 1 2014 (last edited on 11:55am May 1 2014)
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Accidental double post, please don't mind it. :I
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12:01pm May 1 2014
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-I turned and looked at Yuushuu- It could honestly be anything Yuushuu, it's most likely your past trying to grab hold but I don't know... What has been happening in your dreams? That might explain what is happening
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12:06pm May 1 2014
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I looked down, deep in thought. "Well, In my dreams, I feel as though I'm observing my actions, with no control over them myself. Almost like... someone else is being me. In the forest, the flash I had felt the same way. I know if I'd seen any more, I would have killed someone I saw in that scene. And now that I think about it, when I heard someone shouting to stop... that was my voice."
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12:09pm May 1 2014
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"Sometimes when two makes one the one also splits in two and makes another. One is light the other is dark. Master over the other but who is the master from the start?
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