Paradise's stomach lurched just at Helga's mention of Wil. Why was she feeling this way?
No matter what Helga had said - and, Paradise had definitely listened with open ears for any advice - it didn't help. She still wanted it to go away.
"Helga... I can't..."
Why not? What if Helga had the perfect answer to her problem? Paradise was just scared.
Just tell her. Man up, and just say it!
She kept telling herself, before finally swallowing away the tears, 'manning up', and started,
"I touched Wil. Just an accidental brush, and the next thing I know, I'm on fire. Ever since then, I feel sick just seeing him. And when he's around, I want..."
She couldn't say anymore, for saying this was opening another dam. And, she wanted to keep herself strong; not cry again.
"This isn't love, Helga. It's torture. Everytime I see him, it's... Horrible."
[Sorry. I just love making things dramatic. xDDDDDDDDDD ]