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11:46am Aug 3 2011
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[[HEHEHEHE]] I nodded my head understandingly.
"I didn't really mean it like that. I meant, your not scared of me? At the alley, you ran away from me, when I never planned to do anything to you."
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11:48am Aug 3 2011
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''I...'' I hoped he didn't hold that against me. ''Sorry. I was... scared, and I haven't really had many good experiences with guys. None, in fact.'' I looked down for a moment, then spoke quietly. ''I'm afraid of you, but... I know you don't want to hurt me...''
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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11:50am Aug 3 2011
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"I don't want to."
I said with a shake of my head. Then added,
"You don't need to apologize. I was just hoping you didn't feel that way now."
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11:52am Aug 3 2011
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''No, I do...'' I felt so bad. He'd been trying to help me the whole time. I shook my head. ''If I hadn't ran, none of this would have happened...'' I said, looking down glumly. I couldn't meet his eyes.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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11:54am Aug 3 2011
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With a small laugh, I replied,
"How is all of this your fault? If you didn't run, they would have got you some other way." This subject might not be the best for us right now, so I thought I'd change the subject.
"So... Why did your parents name you Song? Any certain reason?"
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11:58am Aug 3 2011
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''They said I didn't have a name for the first month. They just called me baby.'' She laughed, glad he'd changed the subject. ''Then, one day, when my mum was holding me, she heard the most beautiful birds songs she'd ever heard, and they all twisted together to become a beautiful melody. She knew what she wanted to call me then.'' I stopped talking, worried he'd think I was a babbling idiot.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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12:02pm Aug 3 2011
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I smiled at her response.
"Well, then the name really fits for you."
I wasn't really thinking when I said that, and I hoped she didn't read into it too much.
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12:04pm Aug 3 2011
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That surprised me. It was the first time I told someone and they hadn't started calling me Birdy or started laughing. It made me sad to think about my mum, though, and I hoped he'd change the subject.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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12:16pm Aug 3 2011
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It was awkward for a while before I had the presence of mind to say something.
"So... You don't have to answer this, but... You said you've had bad experiences with men. What happened?"
Wow was I stupid.
"Sorry. Really, we can talk about something else..."
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12:39pm Aug 3 2011
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''Umm...'' THIS was unexpected. I didn't know what to say. ''No, it's fine. But theres a long list...'' I wasn't exaggerating, either. I wish I was.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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12:47pm Aug 3 2011
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"Then tell me what is the easiest to talk about." I replied. I didn't want her to talk about something that was hard to say.
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12:49pm Aug 3 2011
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''No, I'll... I'll tell you all of it.'' I gulped, and started telling him.
''To start with, when I was just a kid, my dad was a scumbag. I mean, a real low-life. He hit my mom. She kicked him out after he gave me a black eye, though. My mum got a few boyfriends after that, most of them even worse than my dad, and some psychopathic. One of them even tried to stab me with a knife. Luckily, though, she met a nice guy, and he's the one I started calling 'dad' when I was about ten. He was better than my dad, anyway.
''Things went fine, until a couple of years ago. I met this gorgeous guy, I really loved him. But he was a dead-beat and started cheating on me. When I told him I was leaving him, he said he'd kill me. So I left in the middle of the night, and came here.
''Then, a couple of months ago, I was coming home one night, and it was dark. And late... I didn't have my pepper spray with me... I got jumped, by a group of men...'' I couldn't say anymore. I just felt tears well up in my eyes, until I couldn't hold them back anymore. I started crying silently, tears streaming down my face.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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1:13pm Aug 3 2011
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[[I know you're there, CH. No hiding it. *is a stalker stalking the stalking rp*lol]]
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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1:20pm Aug 3 2011
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[[Your stalking me and Rabbah's roleplay? xDDDD AWWHHH ]] The story she started telling was making me hate human men even more. It was sad that I was like them at one time.
"No. No Song, don't."
I pleaded as I watched tears well in her eyes. I immediately layed next to her, putting an arm around her shaking shoulders.
"Sorry... I shouldn't have brought it up..."
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1:23pm Aug 3 2011
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''No... its... its ok...'' I said, trying to stop the tears. I succeeded, roughly speaking, nothing. When he put his arms around me, I wished I could stop crying. I wished I didn't look so weak to him.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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1:27pm Aug 3 2011
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"Shh..."
I kept repeating as I rubbed her back and pulled her to my chest.
[[^^ Sorreh]]
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1:29pm Aug 3 2011
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[[Tis fine. ^-^]] When he pulled me to his chest, I felt safe. After a couple of minues, my shoulders stopped shaking, the tears stopped flowing. I just lay there, realizing my tears had made his shirt wet.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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1:31pm Aug 3 2011
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"You alright, now?"
I asked, ignoring the fact that I've asked that too many times with her lately. [[OMG sorreh again. I'm doing really bad with posts today. ]]
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1:34pm Aug 3 2011
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''Yeah... sorry...'' I said. But I didn't move. I didn't want to move. Even though I knew I'd have to eventually. I must have looked like a blithering idiot to him. I wished my heart would stop fluttering.
Well now. I should... Probably put something intelligent here. At some point. Eventually.
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... Screw it. HYE. ♥
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1:37pm Aug 3 2011
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"Shh..."
I started as I squeezed her tighter against me. I cant' even imagine the pain she's been through.
Well, technically I could, since I was bitten.
"It's fine.."
I said, rubbing her back, but immediately stopped. Was I hurting her bruises?
"Sorry."
I apologized while letting her go.
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