((IPod.))

Joey didn't bother to look at him when he left. He put her in a mood, a mood where she was feeling something. He kept trying to end it with on a good note. "Thanks for...' and 'i'll'. You'll what? Joey wanted the yell at him. Thanks for what? Killing the happy mood? Not understanding?

She twirled the rings. It didn't matter he could leave, just like everyone else. She was used to it. She didn't even bother to point out that she was his ride here. She'd let him find his own way home. She put her head back against the bricks and looked up. This went nothing like she expected. All because she was an unfeeling zealot and she couldn't even begin to understand him. Just like how he was so convinced he was normal before his Catherine came and messed him up. Why do you care Jo? He's not your problem.she thought as she looked up at the stars. Taking in a deep breath she looked down at the rings hanging beside the locket on her necklace. Her first foster family gave it too her when she was six. Telling her how it wasn't he fault, that they'd always love her. She was just a substitute for the child they'd thought they would never had. Then they did, and they had another one after that. She wasn't needed anymore.

Pulling herself to her feet she looked down at the bottle of vodka, what a waste of time. She hurled it across the roof, though she got not satisfaction from the sound of it shattering. Damn him for making her actually feel something for the first time in her life. There was a sick feeling that she'd never experienced before, she hoped it would go away in the morning. Sighing she mad her way over to the door. She was gonna hit the bar, maybe she'd find something to do to blow off steam. Maybe get into a fight, or pick up a guy though if she planned in killing him or doing something else she wasn't sure.

Bounding down the flight of stairs she hurried over to the window and climbed out before turnig and slamming it shut. Some night this was.

((Sorry for taking so long. I started watching a movie with my cousins. Anyways that went nothing like I expected, at all XD I didn't know that this would distance them like that XP))

((I know right? I am loving this roleplay ^^ and I was watchig stupid movie with Taylor Lautner, that new one that came out. Though I lost intrest after Jason Isaacs left XP))

((Most people just like how muscular he is. But I mean if the face isn't happenin' then...XP I don't really like Alex Pettyfer either, all my friends like him. But then again, my friends make fun of me and say I have odd taste in men XP

And Yes, Hotch and Reid all the way XD And Morgan too, he nice ^^

Also, consider this a BUMP))

((Hey, I said I like the psychopaths on Criminal Minds, But thats mostly cause the actors are hot XD No, but seriously, I more into older guys like Daniel Craig and Leonardo DiCaprio and my friends all like One Direction XP

How could we ever forget Morgan, he's so...<3))

((Lols, finally someone else like me XD I don't like these little teenaged celebrities XP Unless it's Logan Lerman, cause I've loved him since I was little XD Anywho, I'll wait for your post XD))

((I know, I saw him in a movie when I was younger and I was like. I WANNA MARRY HIM!!! He was the only reason I wanted to see The Three Musketeers. Then Matthew MacFayden and Luken Evans were amazing bonuses. It was a good movie ^^ (But that long hair was not happenin for me XP)

Now, back on topic. What about they meet up in the graveyard the next day. Maybe Joey can have this big emotional break and blame it on Nick.))

((Man, get outta here XD OF COURSE HE GORGEOUS!!! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Oh, I'm just go on a rant about him, so I'll just stop right there XD

But yes, Joey will be there visiting Henry. Crying of all things, which will utterly digust her XD))

((Well, I guess I'll post first XD))

"This is bull." Joey muttered as she stared at the green feild infront of her. It would have been beautiful, if it weren't for the tombstones that littered the surface, a reminder of where she was.

She ran a hand through her dark hair and looked up into the mirror, her own eyes seeming alien to her. They were still the same blue but there was something different there, there was pain. She chewed her lip and shook her head. She had already been sitting in the car for almost an hour, and the song she had playing on repeat was starting to get to her. The song seemed to fit, and it was unerving. "Oh its the little things, promises we didn't keep" Joey sang along absent mindedly as she stared out the window. "Shame on me too." She sighed leaning her head back against the leather chair and closed her eyes, just letting the words hit her.

Pushing her sunglasses down she reached over to the passenger seat and grabbed a boquet of flower, before taking a quite glance at herself in the mirror. Glad she had the Raybans to cover her eyes, she didn't want to know what they looked like. Sighing, she pushed open the car door, might as well get this over with, there was no use putting it off any longer. Taking in a breath she stepped out of the car and made her way into the cemetary.

She nervously pulled her hands into the big sweater. She felt so out of it since last night. Nick's words had been bugging her all night. Did she regret it? No, she never regreted anything but...

She felt like a mess. She didn't bother putting on any make up this morning, not that she ever wore much anyways. She also wasn't dressed the way she normally was. She had to same boots and the tight black jeans but there was no low cut, curve hugging shirt that would distract guys from looking at her face. She was wearing his sweater, which was big on her small frame, hiding anything that was normally out on display. Running a hand through her hair, she sighed. She didn't bother to straighten it either, he liked it wavy, and she was coming to see him so she might as well.

Nervously, she pulled her hand into the grey sweater, the blue USMC lettering on the front made her feel sick. She hadn't washed it since, hell she didn't bother doing anything to any of his stuff she just left it as if he was coming back.

Reached into her pocket she pulled out a slip of paper and the necklace with the rings, she broke it last night. Tore it off her own neck and threw it, before frantically running after it. "Plot number..."she trailed off and looked up, her eyes finding the spot. She walked over to it slowly before her eyes spotted the name.

It hit her like a punch in gut. She fell to her knees, in a way less than graceful and stared. She placed the flowers down and sucked in a sharp breath. "Hey..." she muttered feeling stupid. "I don't exactly know how this works but I brought you flowers?" she shrugged and tugged on a strand off grass under her knee. "I know you don't like flowers, but I don't think pouring beer on your grave would be considered right." She smiled slightly as shook her head, twirling the green strand in her finger. She felt like a complete idiot, what was she doing here? She was talking to a rock with writing on it. "Your loosing it Panda." she muttered using the old nickname. Wondering how the hell he ever got away with called her that. Probably because she told him was acting like a barbaric grissly bear the day he caught her talking to another guy. He thought she was seeing him on the side, she was, but she'd never tell him that. Man Joey, you are really messed up, she though as she pulled out more grass.

((That came out a lot longer than expected XP))

((Aww lucky! My exams are at the end of this month XP

Hahahahahahaha, low sexy voice XD oh that's fun. So I'm on my iPod so I'll try to get a post but you may have to wait until I get my laptop when I get home XP))

((Lol XD Kay so I'm I'm the mall posting from my iPod so beware mistakes XP))

Twirling the ring in her fingers, she watched the diamond glint in the sunlight. She smiled slightly as she slipped it on her finger. He was so happy the day he gave it to her. He worked hard to save up for it, he actually put in hours to buy it. Not just pick pockets on the street. 

Joey felt something slide down her face. "What the hell?" she muttered bringing her fingers up to wipe away the wetness. She was crying. She shook her head and tried to wipe away the rest before they slid down her face. No, she didn't cry. She didn't feel anything, crying was for the weak. "Keep it together Jo, he'd be disappointed. You don't cry." she muttered to herself angrily as she wiped the tears away. She stared over at the stone, this was a bad idea, she shouldn't have come here. 

She looked back down at the other ring, picking it up off the stone and reading the engraving. It was their initials, nothing fancy. She sighed and slipped the ring on her thumb, his fingers were bigger than hers so that was the only place the silver band could fit. 

Running her fingers around the edge of the pockets she stared off into space, lost in her own thoughts. She opened the locket and saw a small picture of him grinning at her. His green eyes bright and the the way she saw him last. She wiped her eyes again, she really should not have come here. 

"Joey."

"Hen-" She started as she wiped her head almost expecting to see him standing behind her, ready to make fun of her for crying like a baby. But it wasn't him, it was Nick. The one who's comments the night before made her come here in the first place. She ran a hand through he wavy hair before wiping her eyes quickly and narrowing them. "Oh it's you." She straightened her back and looked up at him from her spot on the ground. "What do you want? I would have though you wouldn't want to see me again considering how much I upset you." She tried to keep her voice calm, though she knew she sounded bitter. This was his fault she was here, crying like an idiot in front of a rock. Everything was his fault, she went four years without killing, she went her whole life without feeling anything. Then he shows up and she gets hit with everything all at once. 

((Just thought I'd bump it up for you XD))