"Don't ask me to explain," Leopardwind said temperamentally, a flash of her old fiery personality glaring through her emerald eyes. "I'm not a Medicine cat." Sighing the she-cat blinked and softened her tone. "Listen, you're just...sadder? I wonder if that's the right word. It's a gut feeling. You know what I mean. It's like, a mother knows when her kit feels sick before the Medicine cat does. It's that inner feeling that you just know is right. That's what I'm getting now." Lifting one paw experimentally she splayed her claws and gazed at the ivory weapons that adorned her paws. Dull white, but spotted with blood from her last kill.

"I want to make sure you're okay."

Windprint swallowed and continued looking at the snow before his paws. Answering to Leopardwind would be hard, withought revealing that he is really like a kit inside, fearing even the fall of snow on top of his head.  Breathing in slowly, he meowed; "I am... not okay..." He didn't want to explain the love he felt for Mistsoul, and how she didn't love him back. To this day he still feels guilty about how he was too late to win the beautiful she-cat over. As his voice had trailed off from the sentence he tried to speak, he tried once again to speak more clearly, and carefully.

"I am not okay," he meowed quietly, but even that voice sounded loud in the surrounding  silence. "I have never been okay. . ." He breathed in, then meowed a little softer. "I am ruined, and know-cat has been able to help me before or after.." Mistsoul.

ooc; Tis okay Det. =) All of us are sometimes sent up to bed like that. :<  

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Windprint nodded to her trust request. He listened intently to what she said, expecting multiple sentences coming from her mouth, but only got one. He was surprised, however, he did not expect that would be what she would say. He looked at her greatly, blue/green eyes shining. 

"I don't think I have met another cat that has met this problem as closely as having it his... or herself." He looked forward, wrapping his thin tail around his paws for warmth, "Thank you for that, I needed to know I wasn't alone." He smiled to her, then looked at his feet. Feeling kind-of happy  that another cat could feel the same was he did.

"Well thanks;" meowed Windprint to her, and looked around.  "It's moon-high, and we will be waking up in about 4 hours... The move is tomorrow, best be us to get to sleep. I think I will try to get to bed now... See you tomorrow." He dipped his head in respect, smiled, then headed off to the den where most of the cats were already. Padding into an open nest, he curled up into a tight ball and looked around. FireClan cats surrounded him, and his nest reeked of them, but all he could do was to go to sleep.

ooc; I agree. I don't know where Electro went, so I will ask her some day soon to post. Maybe I will send Stray an r-mail, because she is online some-days, but just doesn't post... Oh well. I don't want to much for them to read, just enough for them to activate their characters... but we did that, so now, we wait. :|