Alex sighed, rolled over to brace himself up on his elbows, still laying down. "I wanted him to be my mate." He admitted. "We were together for nearly a thousand years..." Alex admitted. "But I leave for a few days and he's gone... So I've searched for him for five hundred years." He told the other, "Traveled the world doing so because by the time I'd found where he'd been... he'd already moved by then...." 

He cocked his head a little. All of this hurt him so much, he didn't think that he could stand knowing this for very long. "And when I finally find him... He already has a mate..." He said quietly.  

Alex looked over at the other demon as he talking, which was what allowed him to kiss him on the forehead. This was even more of a surprise to Alex. This demon, Jake, was so odd. He didn't quite understand what to make of him right now.

He was attracted to him, and now in bed with him, but all he does is kiss his forehead? maybe all demons... weren't so bad. Malice had been one of those demons. A bad one. "Perhaps.." Alex responded. 

"Really?" His tail stopped swishing and his horns unravels to nubs again. He looked at the Incubus. "I see... Your really into that pain thing... I canat be an incubus... But my parents called me a mutt anyways so it doesn't matter anymore.." He looked down, sharp pain stabbing at him. Being called a mutt this whole time. His purs and tail swishing made him the mutt he didn't want to really be.

His eyes spilled black again and then the red of his colored part of his eye. He never wanted to be a mutt to his father. He was almost full demon except for his demon cat purs and tail swishing. "S-so.... You really just... let people do what they want... You don't deserve that.." He turned over, his back to Alex as he let clear tears fall from his eyes. You mutt.... your nothing but a mutt... your not my son.. your not a prince of hell... your nothing to me... Those words resonated in his head.

Alex watched Jake turned away from him and he took his hand back. "I do not deserve better. So I take what I can get and go with it..." He sat up and and moved to take off his heels and place them to the sode pf the bed and the night stand. He was used to others turning away from and so he did not react to Jake's movements. 

You, on the other hand, are the kindest demon I've met." He said and turned to curl next to Jake, again running his hands through his hair. He kissed his cheek gently. "Dont listen to them." He told the demon, leaning over so that his blonde hair fell over his shoulders.  

Alex sat up and watched Jake leave. He didn't say anything to him, not knowing what he'd said that could have upset him so. He frowned and then laid back once again. It was better not to get attached to anyone here. "No you wont..." he replied quietly to himself and got up to go and close the window. 

He left in unlocked though and went back to bed, getting under the blankets and turned on his side away from the window. "...I'm out of here tomorrow." He closed his eyes, allowing his tears to finally fall thanks to the demon just down the hall. He was soon asleep. 

Jake landed on his balcony and collapsed to his knees, his body covered in wounds and gashes. He panted and coughed out blood that had been accumulating in his stomach. He placed his hands down so he was on all fours. His demon form taking over because of his weakness of mind. He knew what he did was wrong and got him into this, but that was all he wanted to do. Maybe killing one of teh angel's leaders wasn't a good idea since the group happened to be there.

His eyes turned black with the red colored part. His tail about six feet long and the spade replaced by a few spikes. His horns curling up to swirl at the sides of his head. His wings decaying and the bones falling off his back. He collapsed to his front and bled out as he healed. "Alex.... Please help.." He finally pas.sed out from all the blood loss.

(time skip?)