I am incapable of love. Yet what I feel for you, Bellatrix, is…comparable.


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((I know. xD I guess that's what you get when you put us two together.))

For an instant after Bellatrix's departure, Voldemort felt a flash of self-disgust and remorse. He had caused her to hurt, he knew it. He had seen it in her eyes. The understanding...the horror...the pain...and then the hate, directed at himself and Rodolphus and Severus. And yet he could not bring himself to rectify it, because as cruel as the 'prank' had been, it had provided him with some satisfaction. 

And then he thought about how immature he was, then, for he had retaliated against the use of his Muggle name, a small transgression compared with others, with something that had hurt Bellatrix far more than she had hurt him. She had not hurt him. She had irritated him.

What a contradiction he was coming to be. An immature Dark Lord. How laughable.

He knew the lengths to which Bella would go to exact her revenge, and she had to be stopped. He doubted that Rodolphus or Severus would be able to hold off much longer against the crazy witch once she caught sight of them. However, he did not know what to do. For once, he felt helpless.

He knew he was powerful in his own right, far more powerful than even Dumbledore, but Bella had been trained by himself, and in a duel, he might come out on top, but he would be hurt. Yet he was the only one who could stop her. He did not think a seduction would work, not after she had believed that Severus had touched him. The brief thought made him shudder in repulsion.

However, he did not want to hurt her.

Oh, how torn he was. Even more laughable. He should have stayed on track, the way he had been in his younger years. Take your pleasure, and leave. Never look back, never love. He had never known love until Bella, and with only a few days, she was changing him irrevocably. He wanted to kill her now, for this...this weakness. A weakness in his perfect persona.

Slipping his wand out of his pocket, he Apparated to Bellatrix's dungeon.





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3:23pm Sep 10 2011 (last edited on 3:24pm Sep 10 2011)

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((Lovely post~))
Bellatrix was against a wall corner, her knees bent, her body curled. The wall was uncomfortable against her back, pressing in, but it kept feeling there, as she couldn't see in this dark. Her dagger ran along her neck, the metal cool and comforting, the sharp end tickling her skin. Her tears, though harsh, had stopped almost completely; they had been replaced by a calmer, less angry feeling; waiting. She was waiting for Severus, though she tried not to think of him. She didn't want to retch.  It was weak.

The thought of Rodolphus was painful, yet satisfying to imagine the heap he had been on the floor. He'd never been good at resisting. A bitter laugh echoed around the room. Her throat was raw. How ironic that the man she had always hated had... come in contact with the man she had always loved. Unwillingly, she sniffled, and slow tears came again... the dagger traced over her face, under her eyes, and down her neck. A single red track flowed down her cheekbone and to where the dagger now rested on her neck, and although it didn't bleed, she wished it would. 

A crack interrupted her thoughts, and she was disgusted by the idea of anyone seeing her like this. Dropping the dagger and hearing it make metallic sounds on the hard floor, she raised her wand in the direction of the noise. "Who are you? If you're unimportant to plans, I wouldn't suggest moving. Go away." Her voice was close to a growl. If the Dark Lord had no use for it, she didn't either, and if it was Severus... Then the world would be rid of another revolting person. Although at the moment she didn't feel like torturing anyone, not with passion anyway, or creativity, she wouldn't mind killing. It would feed the bitter hissing inside of her, yes, and make her feel quite possibly worse, but it would let her enjoy feeling bad. She couldn't just kill one though. If she was going to go on a rampage, it had to be done right.





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((Thanks,
hun. <3))

"Self-inflicted harm,
Bellatrix? Really?" The Dark Lord stepped out of the shadows, his red eyes
glowing in the dimly lit room. His facial ex
pression was an odd mix of
amusement, horror, anger and confusion. He gave her a cold smile. "How interesting."



He looked around the dungeon. “Planning
to kill someone soon?” He stepped towards Bellatrix, his eyes now soft. He didn’t
know what it was, but seeing her like this – it made an odd feeling jolt
through him. A feeling he didn’t like. “You know, none of this would have
happened if you hadn’t called me that other name last night.”



Slytherin, through and through,
he was. Even knowing that it was mainly his fault, he had to blame it on
another. 






fizzyizze

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The smooth voice made her shudder. Almost instantly, shame and self-repulsion filled her, his words taking effect. Her eyes were burning into the darkness, ears strained for sound. She hated herself for it. "You're one to talk," she spat. "And don't get closer." The warning tone surprised herself. She'd never felt this towards her master before. Her wand stayed raised. "I don't want anything to do with Snape. You know that, you... you..." her eyebrows furrowed, and she searched for a word to summarize her emotions. The closest thing she could think of was spitting at his feet, but for one thing she couldn't see him and for another she'd have to be crazy. Instead she glared at somewhere below his feet and made an angry, guttural huff. Disgusting. That's what he was. Severus. "Go away."

She was afraid she would cry again. Already her eyes were red and puffy, and makeup smudged her face. She was certain he wouldn't leave, and didn't think he thought so either. Her attempt to make him leave was simply to let him know what she wanted. To be alone. Instinctively, or out of habit, she thought she wanted him closer; then a smirking Severus clouded her mental eye and she hissed through her teeth. After a silence, she spoke again. "...What do you want." Her emotions were a rolling ball, changing from anger to disgust to sadness and back again.



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((Up. <3 I'm writing fanfic now, apparently. Starting with Drapple. I am so confused.))



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((Hey Fizz, I'm really sorry to do this to you. :x I'm leaving Res indefinitely. If you care to know why, I've kind of explained it here: http://www.rescreatu.com/forum/cat/general/general/leaving-res-indefinitely-/~page/1/ I'm so sorry! I'll really miss you. <3))





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