('Salright. XD  I was thinkign of him more afraid to meet him. XD)

He quirked an eyebrow, the mychievous smile never leavign his face.

"So you don't want to see him?  Wait 'till I tell him his love doesn't even know what I'm talkign about when I mention him,"  He said, sitting on the bench next to him and resting one leg on the other revealing he didn't have five toes, one of them looked hideously deformed.

He let his head roll back as he gazed at the sky, honey eyes unable to see stars.

"I'm not the bad guy here....You told me to.  If anythign you should be greatful,"  He said more to break the silence.  "But that's not what matters,"  He said, smirk gone, face rather blank.

Ooc:// See now I feel like i'm doing a horrible job. >.<

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Ivan frowned scooting down on the bench a little more. He didn't feel right being so close to that...thing. He placed his right arm over his stomach listening to Raul's words. Each word felt like a knife digging into his stomach and chest. How could something hurt that bad but yet just all be in his head? He breathed out a sigh before watching the Demon.

"Don't...." he said a little sternly. "There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about him or miss him" he said rather softly not really wanting the wind to pick up his voice and let it travel to complete strangers. "I had no choice in the matter. I wanted to save him" he sighed closing his golden gaze. His mind brought back the memories of that day but he had to quickly force them out of his mind not wanting the stabbing feeling to worsen.

"You wanted to save him?  I find that hard to believe,"  He smirked.  "You didn't want him dead, you thought that if he were alive things would go back to the way they were but you were wrong, and now-"

"Knock it off,"  He stopped dead in his tracks, looking behind himself.  His devilish grin only widened.  "My god, look who came back,"  He lasughed ightly.

"Can it, Ra,"  Growled the voice.  It was Crispin, not looking at all please.  He was behind the bench, probably five feet away. 

He was wearing a black turtle neck, blue jeans, usual brown shoes and that brown leather jacket.  He looked like hell, more pale than usual other than that alive.

"You want to be alone with him?"  Raul asked, thoughtfully standing up and padding the bench for him to sit on.

Crispin looked at Ivan, a little sadness obvious in his eyes, but he snorted and turned his head.  "No.  I wanted to knwo what took you so long, now that I know exactly where you went I guess I'll be gonig,"  He said, turning around to go.

"Nice to see ya,"  He mumbled so low it was barely heard, voice cold as ice.  Raul laughed loudly, so loud it made Crispin flinch and stop.

"That it?"  He asked when finished.

Ivan glared at Raul as he spoke but a voice caused him to turn his head and focus on the form who said it. It was a familiar form with those same handsome deep blue eyes and caramel brown hair that trailed down his back. The sight of him caused Ivan to rise to his feet but before he could step around the bench, Crispin spoke. He didn't want to be alone with Ivan and was only worried about where Raul was. He was worried about the demon's wherabouts rather than Ivans.

This small information caused Ivan's golden gaze to soften to almost liquid color. The words stung him but he didn't know exactly what to say. "Crispin..." Ivan didn't reconize his own voice as he spoke it, in fact he didn't even know he spoke until the sound reached his ears. His eyes scanned Crispin's body from the black turtle neck down to his normal blue shoes. He looked like hell.

"It's nice to see you again" he said as his tone lessened. He was mentally trying to stop himself from rushing forward and pinning the stubburn boy to a tree. He wanted to so bad but decided it was best to try to start a conversation with him versus taking an alturnative, yet forceful route.

(Actualy, Crispin's hair is short. ^^)

"Look, you wanted to knwo where he was, not me, so don't act all "I don't care,"  take this as a kindness and shut the f$ck up and sit down with him,"  Raul said, then snapped his fingers, in a bl
ink of an eyes Raul was gone, leavign Crispin alone with Ivan.

A sharp intake of breath, and bitting down on his lip.  A very annoying habit he always did when thigns were very awkward.

He scratched the back of his neck, looking down, not sure what to say.  He figured he'd gone over a list of several things to say.

"Well...You seem well.  Why did it take so long for me to have to contact you?"  He didn't sound mad, just curious.

Ooc:// Opps. >.<

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Ivan let out a deep sigh before lightly kicking the edge of the bench with his shoe. "Honestly..." he dronned turning his golden gaze on Crispin. "I didn't know where exactly look plus there was the whole fact that I didn't think you wanted to see me....." he trailed off glancing down at the stupid black bench.

"And i'm far from well, Crispin" he said rather lowly but not in a cold voice or anything. He was just stating the obvious. He wanted to admit what went threw his mind every single day that Crispin was gone but that would just seem to love sick and stupid in his mind. Why admit all this when he didn't even know if there would be a next time like this.

(( I seriously feel as if i'm killing your character. >.< ))

(Just a tad, love. XD  He'd normally be all run over to him, hug him try to make out and stuff as an appology. XD  But your actually doing better than that last guy. XD)

"Well...Yeah, I was pissed.  Keeping in mind the whole 'Thanks to you I've been getting banged by a demon,' But you knwo my number,"  He said unable to keep his voice a little bitter, but it vanished quickly.

 "I didn't think you'd be all that great, either...How are things going?  I mean....Knowing you you'd probably be at a bar or something.  I hope you didn't have me stop you from flings,"  He said the last big with minimal humor.  He really didn't know what to talk abotu at this point. 

Was he pissed?  Of course.  Would he want him dead? No.  Did he hate him?  Kinda.  He just wanted things to go back to the way they were, but that was impossible unless....

( This is why i'm hesitant to play other people's characters. I never get up to the potential they look for...*sigh*  Now i'm scared to play him. lol. I don't want to fail you. >.< )

(( Fine fine... Although I doubt I can play a manipulitive demon such as Raul ))

Ivan's eyes narrowed listening to Cripin's every word. "How's things going?" he repeated only to have a frown rest upon his face. How did he think things were going? Obviously not that well. With a quick motion he stepped from around the bench and managed to pin Crispin to a nearby tree. His golden eyes stared down into Crispin's deep blue eyes.

"Bars were a time consumer do you think that truly made me happy?" he asked with a tinge of impatience in his voice.

( >.< )

Ivan let out calm slow breaths as Crispin spoke. It was hard not to just attack him in a kiss with him being this close but he needed to hear his words first. Or so he thought. The words ended up makin Ivan frown and pull his hand up and placing it on Crispin's chin, gently pulling it so he was looking into the deep blue eyes. Without any words he pushed their lips together a little forcefully. He wasn't planning on letting Crispin go now. He finially had him back and didn't want to just let him disapear in the wind.

Ivan's foot managed to slid a little inbetween Crispin's legs pinning him to the tree using his own body. He wanted Crispin as close as possible.

(Okay, now that sounds liek somethign Ivan'd do! XD)

'Nhh..."  He didn't try to back out of it -like he could- so he settled for wrapping his arms around Ivan's waist, as if pulling him closer, unable to help a few tears slide down his cheek.  He was wasn't sure how he shpuld feel, but he wanted to keep things like this for just a little longer.

(( When your talking the language of love...everyone is the same. lol.

And it is sooo hard NOT to type 'Capsian' instead of 'Crispin' ))

Ivan gave of a slight smirk behind the kiss feeling Crispin wrap his arms around his waist. He deepened the kiss enjoying it while it lasted before pulling away feeling something wet along his cheek. He frowned noticing the tears, bringing his right hand up wipping a few of them away. "There's no need for that" Ivan frowned letting his sharp golden gaze soften. "You can hate me all you want but do you seriously think I would let this go?" he asked placing his hand on Crispin's waist letting his thumb lighty stroke the area.

(Lol, I'm famous for accidentally spellinp his nam "Crapsin"  Everyone thougth I did it on purpose. XD)

"I know...." He answered almost weakly, nuzzling Ivan's neck, placing one hand around Ivan's waist again and the other on the wrist of the hand on his hip

(( Haha. Awww. ))

Ivan sighed lightly laying his head on Crispins just enjoying the closness. "Truth be told, I missed you. I havn't gotten much sleep these days" he frowned pressing his lips softly against Crispin's caramel hair.

(...Fail...)

(May I have soem nacos to go with the cheesiness of that post? XD)

"Same here....I...."  He didn't say it.  It was obvious, so he didn't have to. 

(Raul's gonna inturupt. XD  Just a warnin')