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10:55am Aug 17 2010
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(nevah! Sure, i may not come on for a few days or so but i'll always look for my old rp's) Lydia found that her heart was beating profusely... No, it was trying to rip its way out of her chest. When the sudden excitement was gone, and her heart left pounding a thousand beats per second, she remembered. This had happened before; a build of tension, peak of excitement, only to be interrupted and brought back down to ground level again. Her voice was little more than a whisper. "Oh my god..." her eyes wide in fear and remembered pain, she muttered, "H-he knows what I-I'm havin. I need t-to go to the b-bathroom..." She was already out of her seat and rapidly walking away, a hand to her mouth in shock, pure, terrified shock. (can you guess what she remembered? *wink*)
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3:34pm Aug 17 2010 (last edited on 3:36pm Aug 17 2010)
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Cas sat in shock for a few moments before he let his head fall into his hands; kneeding his palms into his eyes and threading his fingers roughly through his hair. God, he had done it again. He hadn't even though about how he would frighten her. Standing quickly his chair screeching against the floor he turned to adress the waitor. "I'm sorry, can you come back in a few minutes." Without waiting for an answer he sped toward the lady's bathroom and stopped to wait outside the door. Leaning full on it he collapsed, his mouth opening slightly as his eyes closed; as the back of his head slid against the rough brick of the wall he wondered how he was going to deal with this. He listened carefully as he waited for Lydia. Freezing he heard what sounded like soft crying from inside; roughly pushing open the door he scanned the small room,looking for her. |
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3:48pm Aug 19 2010
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All the pain, forgotten over the years, was coming back to her. Six years ago, the last time she had been in this town, she had been hurt, heartbroken. Her friends thought she had been overreacting, it was only a little kid's love, but lydia's self esteem and trust in others had been shattered... by the boy with those eyes. She was hunched over the bathroom sink, her sobs of shock muffled by her palm. She didn't expect Cas to come storming in after her and she let loose a hiccup in surprise. Tears building around her eyes, voice quivering, she dared ask, "Your last name... What was your last name?"
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7:44pm Aug 19 2010
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Cas moved in beside her. He felt as if he had been hit with a two by four just in seeing her in this kind of pain. He wanted to do whatever he could to protect her from this. Bracing his arms on both sides of the sink he leaned over her, as if shielding her with his body. Slipping one arm loosely around her shoulders he pulled her close, resting his chin on the top of her head and closing his eyes briefly. Obviously something horrible had happened to her, someone had done something that she just couldn't forget. "My last name is DeVanti. Castillo DeVanti....Is that allright?"
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6:07am Aug 20 2010
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Lydia started shivering uncontrollably. DeVanti. That was the name. "Six... six years ago..." she muttered. Pushing slightly back so she could look up at his face, she asked, "Six years ago, do you remember a girl who went by her middle name, Michelle?"
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8:57am Aug 20 2010
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Cas thught back hard, wondering why she was asking these seeminly pointless questions. He did it anyway...for her. Faintly he remember a girl, they used to be friends maybe? It was all blured, those days. It was his past, full of memories he'd rather forget. It was too hard to bury some and keep others alive so he rid himself of all, he hadn't thought of those years of his life for a long time. Now he was, for a girl he barely new but fell in love with...why? "Yes, I think I do, not very well though. Why are you asking and why are you so upset?" he said, tilting her face until they met eye to eye. |
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12:46pm Aug 20 2010
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"That girl confessed to you, six years ago, and you turned her down. She ran away crying, and you told everyone in the cla.ss about it." Her tear rimmed eyes turned angry as she yelled, "That girl was me!"
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5:50am Aug 21 2010
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(bump)
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1:00am Aug 22 2010
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(bumpers)
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5:29pm Aug 22 2010
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((waaaiiitt wwwhhhaatt!!!!! sry i had to go to a sleepover...i'll post in a little while k :3))
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8:24pm Aug 22 2010
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All at once everything snapped back into perspective. A girl, he remembered her name was Lydia or something close to that. They had been friends, not super tight or anything like that, but he had considered her one of his few friends. Then she had told him she liked him, god it seemed like ages ago. Problem was he had only seen her as a friend then, especially with all the *censored* going on at home he just wasn't ready for that kind of relation ship. "I'm sorry, I remember now...I think this is just a big misunderstaniding." He sighed and rubbed his temples, taking his arms from around her and tucking his hands tightly into his pockets he moved away from her to lean against the opposite wall. "I wasn't ready for a relationship then, especially with someone I considered a friend...not a girlfriend. I had so much *censored* going on at home too, I wasn't about to add another whole problem to the equation when I hadn't made it through even the first part yet...still haven't." Taking her hand he moved her out the door of the bathroom and out of the resteraunt onto the chilly walkway, slapping money for the meal onto the front desk for the time they had wasted. "I didn't tell the cl*censored* either. Someone must have overheard, when I got back to the room everyone was talking and asking about what happened. My denying that we were together must have been enough proof...right or wrong...to solidify the rumor that had started. I'm sorry but it wasn't exacly my first intention to reject you then turn around and embarr*censored* you infront of everyone else. Do you really think I'd do something like that?" Now it was his turn to look angry. He glared at her as he pulled his jacket up higher around himself, his breath forming a small grey cloud in the now frosty evening air.
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11:41pm Aug 22 2010
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Lydia listened, her ex
pression stony as she took it all in. She barely even registered it as they went outside. The chilly air made her pull her jacket closer and she looked at the ground. "I-I... I thought... I was told..." Had the entire incident which ruined her childhood and alot of her teenage years been a stupid misunderstanding? A trembling smile formed at her lips as she looked back up at him to say, "So I was alone for six years because I misunderstood? Is that it?" She couldn't suppress a sniffle. "And how would I know what kind of things you would do? I was under the impression that everyone was two-facing me..."
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8:02am Aug 23 2010
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"Why would you do that, why would anyone do that. God I'm so sick of this F***ing town!" He finally shouted, turning his face in anger and gritting his teeth. Ever since his parents split up he'd been stuck in limbo, here. Before her the only comfort he had was his shop; school sucked, home sucked but most of all people sucked! The thing was, everyone probably had been two facing her. The only entertainment people had here was playing with others, even if it meant hurting them...It was all about controll. You could never trust anyone, not even people you'd forgotten about years back, they still managed to screw you over now. |
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8:13am Aug 23 2010
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Lydia was at an end. Her shoulders sagging slightly, eyes averted, she mumbled, "I don't live too far from here... I think I should go home..." This was supposed to be a new start, a second chance, but old hurts had come back to haunt her and reopen painful scars. She clutched at her bag, shivering, though it had nothing to do with the cold. She wanted to get away from here, from people, wanted the seclusion of her room.
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8:21pm Aug 23 2010
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Watching Lydia burn out was like watching a candle die, bright at first then dimmer and dimmer untill it finally sputtered out. He knew she was hurting, but at the same time so was he. She had brought back all of the buried memories of home and family, all the memories he thought he had left behind. Sighing he let go of his anger too, it wasn't worth it if he would lose Lydia. Seeing her shiver he slid off his jacket, setting it around her shoulders. It was too big, the back almost reaching the back of her knees and the sleeves hanging below her waist...but it would keep her warm. "I'll give you a ride back if that's what you want." he said, keeping his sentences short, his anger spent all he had left was a wirlwind of thoughts going through his head.
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7:07am Aug 24 2010
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((sry! gtg for the next week! ill post as soon as i get back tho!))
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8:35am Aug 24 2010
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Lydia accepted the jacket without a word, though it didn't help very much. She shook her head, saying, "I don't think that's such a good idea... I'll walk." As she turned around to walk away, she glanced over her shoulder and said, "I'll call you."
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7:22pm Aug 31 2010
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((im back if ur still here. sry im just starting highschool so my schedule is hecktic....))
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1:02am Sep 2 2010
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(no worries, my laptop was taken away so the only time I can post is during school, which will not be often, every other day or so. )
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2:11pm Sep 2 2010
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((k :3 )) Cas shook his head trying to help clear his thoughts as he stepped into his car. He couldn't decide wether he was mad at Lydia or sorry for what he had, unknowingly or not, done to her. He needed some time to think this through... He arrived back at the store to see Tom waiting at the door, sighing he handed him the money he owed. Tom looked at him sympatheticaly as he pocketed the cash. "Rough date?" |
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