2:05pm Mar 13 2011
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( ;n;! )
Claire didn't know if she was more shocked that Calamity could actually punch, considering he was always so sweet to her, or that he did. Punched his brother, at that. But Claire didn't see him as a brother punching a brother, she saw it as a friend of her's punching her boyfriend. She pushed her way back inbetween them, her jaw was tight. "Hey, hey, hey! Both of you stop!" She said, almost in a growl, glaring at each of them. Why had Severin exploded like that in the fist place?
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4:24pm Mar 13 2011
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( Calamity used to be a troublemaker. 8D ) "Yeah, Severin!" Calamity accused, scowling at his brother. "Why do you have to be such a bastard? To everyone!?" Severin's hands went into his pockets, searching for his beanie. He came up with nothing. Where was that hat, anyway? "I'm getting out of here," he growled, turning around and storming out the door. However, he wasn't going to leave. He just stood against the door, hands over his face and gritting his teeth. "I'm sorry," Calamity said with a soft sigh. "He's always been like this. Do...do you know what's wrong with him?" he asked, looking at Claire.
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5:27pm Mar 13 2011
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( He seems like such a cutie, though! D8! ) ( I just opened my book to a random page. The first line I saw: '"Delicious." Jay mused Claire's hair. "But not nessicary."' C: Jay is Claire's dad. )
Claire felt her mouth go dry when Severin stormed out. She wanted to chase after him, but she didn't. If he didn't want to be around her, that was fine.. Kinda. She turned back to Calamity. "No, I don't." She replied simply. "But I wish I did, 'cause maybe then I could help." Claire tugged on her hair. She really, really wished she knew.
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4:03pm Mar 14 2011
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( He's a freak. c: Calamity, Cain, and Lucius have similar personalities, but different backgrounds and whatnot. If I were to categorize them by background, Calamity would be completely out of their circle. However, if I categorized them by "childhood/adolescent antics," they, along with a lot of other characters, would be in the same group. ...My brain works this way. And. Omg. Jay, Severin is going to cut your throat. Or strangle you with his beanie. Whatever you do, don't shoot him. He can take it. ) "You really don't know?" Calamity asked, sounding genuinely surprised. "I've always found that Severin does a bad job hiding it. I think..." He looked at the door Severin had stomped out of wistfully, brow furrowed in a remorseful manner. "I think he doesn't care. I figure he just wants to be...well, dead." Calamity looked back at Claire, eyebrows still knitted together. "You've never come to that conclusion, have you? Or are you just denying it? I know it, I'm sure you know it. Do you? Did you?"
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4:53pm Mar 14 2011
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( xDD Kira. Can't you give one of your characters a good life? D8
:C POOR JAY. >C Nicole'll do the same to Claire, then! D< )
Claire's jaw tightened again. "He wants to be alive. I want him to be alive. I need him to be alive." she corrected, losening( ene this isn't spelt right. ) her muscles. She sighed, not looking Calamity in the eye. "I don't even know if I've realized it. If I have, I've obviously tried to block it out," And without even thinking, she wrapped her arms around him. "Sorry for everything, Calamity." She breathed into his chest. She smiled, though. Even Calamity was atleast a foot taller than her. "I love you," She continued, not bothering to correct herself that time. He already knew what she meant. "Thanks for everything."
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5:19pm Mar 14 2011
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( xDD Cain has one. Nothing really went wrong in his life, I think. Either that, or he's too laidback to care if something did. Other than that. xD I guess not. I like killing them off. eue I wasn't sure what to do with Kurt, so I shot him through the heart. ...Or just chest. GAH. OMG. THREATS TO LOVERS. Severin would take Jay's gun and shoot her on sight. Even if she is a girl! Girl, Calamity's probably, like. Three feet taller than you. (suchanexaggerationomg) xD Depends on how tall you are. ) Sighing a shakey sigh, Calamity slipped a hand into Claire's hair. Maybe she couldn't accept the truth, but he already had long ago. All he could do was try and keep and eye on his brother, who always seemed to slip through his fingers. Although he didn't hide things, he was sneaky, as contradictive as that sounded. "It's all right," Calamity told her honestly. "I love-" He stopped. His neck was bent, as he was just about to kiss the top of Claire's head, and the words that almost slipped off his tongue were causing his heart to race. What if Severin's listening? "I love you too." I guess I don't care.
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5:26pm Mar 14 2011 (last edited on 5:27pm Mar 14 2011)
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( :C WHAT A MEANIE. HOW THE HELL DOES CLARE LOVE HIM? I MEAN REALLY.
And. eue Claire's short. )
Sh.it, Claire thought, Severin's probably listening. Sh.it! If he had, he'd most likely yell at her, then yell at his brother, then yell at her some more, then probably break up with her, and she'd cry through it all. So why did she say it?
The weirdest part, though. She thought, is I don't regret saying it.
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6:45pm Mar 14 2011
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In fact, Severin was not listening. He was too consumed by his own thoughts to worry about what others were saying. Although he was sitting right outside the door, he wasn't listening. Not that he could hear them over his thoughts, anyway. Just once. he thought. Just a little. A little bit, not even that. "I, uh," Calamity pulled away from Claire, glancing down at the ground. "I should clean that up." He grabbed some paper towels, then bent down to pick up the piece of cake. It wasn't that hard of a task, but he took his sweet time cleaning it up.
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6:50pm Mar 14 2011
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Claire frowned. "I can help, Calamity." She said, voice shakey. She was still upset about Severin and where he may have run off to too really even comprehend what was happening around her. She just wanted to run out the door herself, and go find him.
( Sorry I fail. :C )
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7:39pm Mar 14 2011
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( http://kris-wilson.deviantart.com/#/d1qkj8k Reminded me of Severin. xD ) "It's okay," Calamity said, already by the trash can and throwing the papers away. He turned around to face Claire, smiling slightly. "Come on, let's go calm down that Severin kid." He chuckled softly, a little nervously, and then waved for Claire to follow him. "I'm sure he hasn't gone far." ( My muse died. :C I think I'mma go draw, uh. Crappily. )
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7:55pm Mar 14 2011
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( xDD LOLOL. Win. ) ( D8 Byeee, Kira. Maybe I can talk to you tomorooww? :C )
Claire smiled a bit, following Calamity as he had instructed. She was anxious to find him and say she was sorry, even though she really didn't think that she did anything wrong, but she learned if she didn't want to fight with Severin, she'd just apologize and they could move on. Then maybe, just maybe, she could get her kiss. But she wouldn't get her hopes up, she knew that Severin wasn't much for affection, but that didn't even bug her anymore. That made the rare moments when he was in the mood for affection even more special.
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11:21pm Mar 19 2011
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( upp. ;o; )
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4:08am Mar 20 2011
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Calamity opened the front door, only to hit something that was in the way and suddenly have his leg grabbed. "Don't fu.cking hit me," said a quaking voice, and of course, it belonged to Severin. Calamity dropped to one knee, then he was on both, trying to pull Severin's hands away from his face by pulling on his forearms. "C'mon, Severin," Calamity said, still tugging on the other's arms. He looked up at Claire and grabbed her arm, pulling her down to her knees as well. "I can't–I need–I don't–I need it," Severin choked out, sputtering and struggling. Struggling with his words, and struggling to pull away from Calamity, that is. "I'm so–so–so sorry, I am, I am." He was sobbing now, and Calamity was starting to panic.
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4:48am Mar 20 2011 (last edited on 4:49am Mar 20 2011)
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Claire nudged Calamity, glancing at him wide-eyed. That was her way of asking 'What the hell is wrong with him!?'. She was afraid of touching Severin, she didn't know if he would snap at her for doing so or not, so she tugged at the bottom of her jeans instead. This whole reunion thing wasn't going like she had pictured it in her head. Going against her better judgements, she touched her fingertips to his fore arm, biting her lip. "Severin? What's wrong?" Her voice was as calming and sincere as it could be, considering the situation.
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4:59am Mar 20 2011
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"Calamity," Severin suddenly snapped out of his curled-up position, grabbing Calamity's shoulders and staring into his widened eyes with his own. "Calamity, you–you know. You know, you've got to help me." His face broke again then, and he pushed his head into his older brother's chest, beginning to sob again. "Please, please, don't let her know... I d-don't want her to know, it's just... She probably already does. Don't–don't tell her, Calamity!" Bewildered, Calamity could only hold Severin awkwardly, staring dead ahead for a bit before he turned his gaze to look at Claire. "You can't know... But, I'm going to go get something for Severin." He pushed Severin to Claire, standing up. "Get him inside. I'll be back as soon as I can."
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5:14am Mar 20 2011
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Claire hadn't even comprehended what was happened before it was over. Connecting what was happening to what Calamity had told her not even twenty minuites earlier, she instantly felt hatred and comp*censored*ion. She forced herself to mainly feel bad for him, wrapping her arms around him and nuzzeling her nose into the crook of his neck since he was thrown towards her. "Are you okay?" Was all she could think of to say, and it rolled off her tongue in a slur, but she didn't care.
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5:45pm Mar 21 2011
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Calamity disappeared almost instantly, leaving Severin to Claire. He shook his head furiously, trying to move away from her as he did so. Why did Calamity have to leave them? As much as he had missed Claire, Severin didn't want to be around her while he was having a breakdown. The reason behind his breakdown would surely disappoint her, and perhaps she was already rather disappointed. After all, he was supposed to be stronger, not the type to suddenly burst into choking sobs. Being completely apathetic like he was wasn't being strong, though, no matter how much Severin believed it to be so. Emotions brought people down, though, didn't they? That's what Severin thought, but he couldn't stop himself from crying. The tears just kept coming, even with his face buried in Claire's shirt. He was ruining her birthday. "Claire, I'm so sorry," he managed through sobs, holding himself against her. "I am!"
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9:01pm Mar 21 2011
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Seeing Severin cry for the first time in her life, Claire wanted to cry, too. Crying always ment pain in some way, and pain was.. well, it hurt. Clutching Severin tight, she bit her lip again. "No, Severin, stop." She was refering to his apologies. "It's okay," She breathed, nuzzeling into his hair. Then she smiled again. "Everything's okay."
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12:43am Mar 25 2011
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Each breath that Severin let out shook like an earthquake, causing his entire body to shake along with it. The same went for every breath that Severin inhaled, and this sort of breathing made it almost impossible to speak. When he finally did speak, though, his voice trembled like his breathing did. "It's not okay," he gasped out in between breaths. Clearing his throat, Severin added, "and I'm sorry. Sorry for ruining your birthday, sorry for never telling you how much I loved you, sorry for being so cold to you. I'm so sorry."
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12:44pm Mar 25 2011 (last edited on 12:46pm Mar 25 2011)
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( SEVIN. HUNDRUD. ;u; ...I almost just typed 'Severin hundred.' ono That's how Ethan's Asian friend says 'seven.' I chuckle. SEVERIN HUNDRED! 8D! )
Claire's heard a ringing in her ears and her palms were clammy and itcy. What was he saying? She'd never heard him talk like that, it was as if she didn't know him. "Ruin my birthday?" She asked, genuinly puzzled. "You're here. That makes this the best birthday I've ever had." The itchiness had spread up the bottom of her arms.
Claire wanted to frown and smile at the same time. She smirked a bit when she spoke again. "And, I love you, too." She stared in his dull hazel eyes, the color that had grown to be her favorite no matter how lifeless it was. "More than you will ever know." She added. And it was true, she did love him more than even she could understand, somehow.
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