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5:19pm Jan 14 2010
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"Rukiea no one could have forseen that happening.", Zane said softly, gently hugging Rukiea, "Besides, Jake's the one who tried to kill me as I left to go sort myself out. And I made the choice to aknowladge my feelings for you. I couldn't feel more for a person if they were my own twin, Rukiea, But I see the way you look at Jay. I once heard that if you love someone, you have to be able to let them go."
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9:29pm Jan 14 2010
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She shut her eyes tightly and sobbed. "But I love you and I can't let you go... I can't let go of Jay either... But I know we can't be together.. I chose Jay first and I hate rejecting people. I'm sorry Zane.. I'm so sorry..." He put her face in his chest and slid sown a little. She felt like p*censored*ing out and never waking up. She wanted to be two people to she could have both of them. The easiest one was to p*censored* out and never wake up. She could do it. She just needed to shut her eyes and fall asleep. But she would hurt Zane and Jay more. Maybe, once they remove the King, she could just kill herself. That would hurt her brother and her friends more than ever though. She looked at Zane. "I want to be with both of you... I want to feel ur embrace.. I want Jay's embrace... I want to just be with you both.. I know it's impossible though..."
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1:48am Jan 17 2010
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*bump*
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2:03pm Jan 18 2010
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A tear tricled down Zane's cheek. "And I have already seen that we cannot force a decision upon you. You have to choose on your own. I will support whatever you decide.", He said softly. |
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3:33pm Jan 18 2010
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Rukiea nodded and looked at Zane. "I'm so sorry Zane. I want to be with you and Jay. I love you two almost both equally. But i can't decide. I just want to be two people or something to help ease the pain. I'm so sorry."
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3:45pm Jan 18 2010
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"What's there to be sorry about?" Zane asked softly,"I will step down if you cannot decide. Jake was here first. You have been together longer. I've said it before- I love you more than i thought was humanly possible, but if you decide you feel more for Jaay, or if Jay dosn't approve of our being together, I will let you go.. We have gone through this before... If you love someone, you must be able to give them up." ((I am sensing a pattern, and writer's block. Now how many times have I repeated that line? XD C'mon, we need to post something different... XD I'm running out of ideas... )) |
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4:41pm Jan 18 2010
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Rukiea nodded and stood up. "Alright. Well, at least, as a last thing." She held her hand out to Zane and smiled. "Please, come with me... I do not wish to let you or Jay go before I have a chance to spend time with you two one last time." She smiled ((yeah. I knoew..)) |
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5:05pm Jan 19 2010
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Zane nodded, taking Rukiea's hand and gently lifting himself from the chair, cringing slightly. "I wouldn't want to leave you without doing so.", he said gently, smilling. |
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10:53pm Jan 19 2010
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Rukiea smiled and walked out of the house. "Where do you wish to go? I want to spend time with you so i can decide who i am better fitted for." She held his hand.
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6:45am Jan 20 2010
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"Anywhere", Zane laughed, "As long as we don't get captured, I'll be fine."
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2:09pm Jan 20 2010
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Rukiea nodded and smiled. "How about we just go down by the lake and waterfall. We can talk and spend some time together." She held his hand tightly and began to walk to the waterfall. He mind full of thoughts as to this. Should she choose Zane? Jay? No one? She was troubled and she was obviously nervous abou who to choose.
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4:55pm Jan 20 2010
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"Sounds wonderful.", Zane said softly, grinning, "I've never had the pleasure of visiting the lake."
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2:08pm Jan 21 2010
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"really? I'm glad its with me then." She smiled and walked to the lake. "Be careful though.. Jake hurt himself trying to jump down there. He hurt his hand.."
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5:04pm Jan 21 2010
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"He did?", Zane asked, "I would think he'd be more careful than that."
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7:30pm Jan 21 2010
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Rukiea laughed. "Jake isn't a careful person. He hates to be told what to do too. So he just did it anyways."
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7:34pm Jan 21 2010
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"Makes sense.", Zane laughed, "But he still dosn't strike me as careless."
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7:46pm Jan 21 2010
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"In a way he is... But he can be reckless... More than careless at least." She looked at him
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8:05pm Jan 21 2010
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"Reckless is not the same as careless.", Zane pointed out.
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8:12pm Jan 21 2010
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Rukiea nodded. "Yeah, but i'm not smart enough to know that."
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5:59am Jan 22 2010
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"Yes you are!", Zane laughed.
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