Marilyn looked at Lily's door. "I did love snakes, they were my only love until the officers took my snake away. I lost the heart for snakes. I never want to lose one again. And I know you think I'm stupid, a jerk, some words my mother would scold me for saying, and possibly others. But you know its my fault, so call me what you want. I don't care if this friggin' ship sinks and all of us die, I would just be happy I would be put out of my misery." Marilyn ran off to her room, crying lightly.