(( Is Kaos really dead? Just wondering. If hes dead I'm gonna cry. :'( ))

Haji nodded. He tried to stop crying, but he couldn't. He wanted Kaos to come back. They were good friends, almost like brothers. But now hes gone. Thanks to Rivka. He looked over to glare at Rivka, but stopped when he saw that she was crying, too. He turned away again.

(I'm deciding whether or not he'll really be dead. I'm thinking that if he dies Rivka will maybe feel horrible but then she'll just go to Meard (If Meard lives.) But if Kaos lives and Mear lives things will just go back to how they were and Kaos will once again lose. It doesn't look good for Kaos.)

Keitha cried. "We have to save Meard." She said, and limped out of the den to Meard. "Gylz! Come on!"

(super-fail, sorry)

@Alice, so basically, you left around asking for Aleara to run into Tobius? So I'll start from there. I said no, and now Aleara is a loner. But, I also said that I'd be making another character, so you could bump into that wolf. I'll follow any idea's you have for that one.

Also, the mother and pup that fought the bear with the others we presume have left the area, but feel free to come back.(You RP them right? And I'm sorry, but I've forgotten their names... :P) Kaos and Maerd were really angry at each other when the fight was over, and they left not on speaking terms. 

Rivka, frightened and confused about what to do, ran away. Maerd tried to follow her, but he collapsed because of his wounds (he got basically raked in his side by the bear). Maerd is no unconscious, except he can still hear. 

Kaos is currentely being dragged back to the medical den by Gylz and Haji, who is currentely crying. Kaos is semi-conscious (not sure on that, but I'm assuming this is what he is). Kaos's long time friend Keitha has just showed up, and is sad.

Meanwhile, Rivka startled Aleara who was moving again as a loner in the forest by Rivka howling. Rivka then leaves and Aleara is confused, not sure what to do.

Now, Rivka has come back to the clearing, and has decided that she loves both Kaos and Maerd, but Maerd is going to be her mate, and Kaos will be her best friend. She is crying before Kaos currently.

I'm also going to go ahead and say that Gylz has sat down from tiredness of trying to drag Kaos. Also, most of us here have cried today since this RP is so emotional.

I'm about to burst into tears, because I'm listening to the song Hearing Voices by OneRepublic and it reminds me of this RP so much. :') <3

(( Okay Nom, the Packs list has been updated, take your pick. Alice: A side effect warning: Crying, as Nom stated up there XD ))

(nom, how does that song go? I've never heard it)

(Baby why'd you leave me Why'd you have to go?

 I was counting on forever, now I'll never know

I can't even breathe

 It's like I'm looking from a distance

Standing in the background

Everybody's saying, he's not coming home now

This can't be happening to me

 This is just a dream

this song reminds me the most of the rp. It's called 'Just a dream' by Carrie underwood. If you want to hear it, go to youtube and look up the music video it made me cry. This song also reminds me of the rp. (From Kaos' point of veiw. :'()

 I know I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

)

(Okay. one more song, then I'm done.

There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do
There's a fire starting in my heart
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark

The scars of your love remind me of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Baby, I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love remind you of us
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling

We could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

Could have had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it with a beating

Throw your soul through every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
We could have had it all

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
It all, it all, it all, it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
We could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
And you played it to the beat

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
Could have had it all
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
Rolling in the deep

(Now I'm gonna wish you never had met me)
You had my heart and soul in your hand
(Tears are gonna fall, rolling in the deep)
But you played it, you played it, you played it to the beat)

(we should get back to the rp.)

{{{Oh no... Just a Dream.... I love and hate that song.... It is an amazing song.... But when I hear it, I think of my man who is overseas right now.....}}}

{{{Thank you Nom for the update. That is the best recap I have ever gotten. No one usually gives me that much detail. It was nice Cuz I can actually figure out what to do with my charries now. Gotta stop crying first though. Sorry, but Just a Dream gets me every time.}}}

{{{Oh and Nom, Do you have a bio anywhere for this new wolf that I can take a look at, Kind of peruse?}}}

Jiavani licked Keiah's muzzle. "Don't you ever do that again. I said to stay out of he fight. Why would you get yourself into it? You had me so scared. I should be so angry with you."

Keiah just bowed her head down as her mother started her yelling. Keiah knew this would come after what she did, but helping fight that bear was her way of saying 'Hey look. I'm not a pup anymore. You don't need to baby me.' It was her way of proving to herself and the others that she could actually be useful for something. Keiah let her mom ramble until she got the the 'I should be so angry' part. Then, she looked up at her mother. "You aren't angry?"

Jiavani smiled at Keiah. Her daughter had been brave today. She couldn't be mad at her. Plus, she was more concerned with her daughter being ok. "I'm not mad. Just tell me, are you hurt? I saw you get flung."

Keiah stood as tall as she could. "Not hurt a bit." 

Jiavani almost laughed as Keiah tried to look older and bolder. "Good. Then go see if others need help."

Keiah pranced away from her mother and looked around to see who needed help. That's when she saw Maerd. She went over to him and nudged him with her nose. "You ok?" She asked gently, not knowing he was unconscience and wouldn't be able to answer her.

Jiavani watched Keiah walk off. After a minute or so, she noticed blood streaming down her face. She rubbed a paw against her face to get rid of the blood and noticed a gash in her face. She had forgotten that the bear had cut her face. The cut ran from her forehead to her nose. She would have to find someone who could fix that.

(( So, sorry I was gone for a while. But hey, I'm back. And sorry for the confusion, but I kept spiceandwolf's charries up just in case, but I should get to messaging her soon enuogh. Nykamar is Kupa's wolf, and I'm pretty sure that Ylears is too. Shade's Rper never started RPing after I accepted her charries, so I'll boot her off. Murk will be booted off too. Sorry! :( ))

Rivka looked up at Keitha and frowned, knowing that this truly was her fault. If there was no such thing as love, Kaos would be alive and none of this would have happened. If there was no such thing as Rivka, none of this would have happened. I shouldn't have went to go hunting. Thats when it all started. She thought. She licked Kaos's lifeless body and whispered, "I must go." She raced for Maerd, not wanting him to die just as much as she didn't want Kaos to die. She stopped to see Keitha already talking to him. She sighed, afraid of what she might see when she reached his body. She arrived to Maerd. "Maerd! Maerd..." She whined. "Please don't leave me. Please don't. You can make it through this, I know you can. Just like you made it through being with me." She paused. Then, breaking into tears, she rested her head on his back and said, "Please!"

((I've asked you and asked you. Can you please take Aleara off of Moon Pack since she is now a loner? Working on my charrie))

Maerd heard something. A few pawsteps, urgent, whoever was taking them must be in a hury. Except they were coming to him. Then a voice. A sweet, melodious voice. A voice that was pleading with him. 'That's Rivka! She came back! I need to tell her the truth. I need to let her know that I love her.' he thought, trying to summon up the energy and the strength to send her a sign. To let her know that he was still with her. 

Something, deep inside him sturred. Something faltered, and then began tp produce a steady rhythme again. Somethig began to beat again. It gave him hope. That was all he needed. He found his energy in the last of his reserves, and his strength was never faltering. It just needed something pushing it.

He felt his maw again, and he knew what he had to do. His tongue, dry and scaly with blood, formed the words which he wanted to send to her. "Forever and ever, my love." Maerd gripped the words tightly in his chest, before letting them fly up, like beautiful doves to Rivka.

(So, tear worthy.)

(( Yes, I took her off. ))

Rivka's ears perked, and she had hope for Maerd. "Maerd? Maerd!" She yelped, licking his forehead to get the blood off, and to show her affection, of course. She wanted to hear him say more, so much more. She wanted to see him jump up and be Maerd, not on the ground.

(sorry, flail, and this is sooo sad :()