Keanu frowned, forgetting the people around him, and pulled up his shirt to get a look at his stomach. Seeing nothing, he frustratedly took it off. Nothing but his flat stomach. Groaning, he ran/ limped to the train, jumping on it in a quick hop. He stumbled, his leg giving way again. "Dammit!!" He growled, quickly getting up and scouring the room for a mirror. He soon found a full body mirror, people around him still forgotten, began to flex, and turn to look at himself in the mirror. Patting his 4-pack, almost 6-pack, abs, he whined, "I'm not fat Shoes!!" Kya smirked, pulling into the Circus parking lot-like place.  She jumped out, texting Sorry hun. I'll try not too. Now, where is you? She sat down on her hood, patting the metacllic blue, humming to herself. What am I singing? she wondered, quietly muttering the words to herself, trying to fingure out what it was.

Oh, there ain't no rest for the wicked,
Money don't grow on trees,
I got bills to pay,
I got mouths to feed,
There ain't nothing in this world for free.
I know I can't slow down,
I can't hold back
Though you know I wish I could,
Oh no there ain't no rest for the wicked,
Until we close our eyes for good.

"Ahhhh...." she sighed to herself, looking for Keanu's Smoeky Silver '09 Mustang, Nathan at the wheel.  "Ain't No Rest For the Wicked. Cage the Elephant." she muttered the song's name, and the band who sang it.

( I'll be gone for a while, sorry. e.e Gotta go to the hospital... )

Darius folllowed, chuckling. He lifted himself up onto the train with ease, coming up to Keanu from behind and hugging him, hands on his abdomen. "Yes, yes. I know you're not fat." He chuckled. "I call everyone I think is heavy that. Don't worry, Keanu-kun." He set his chin on Keanu's shoulder, having to lean down a bit.

~

Nathan pulled up to the circus parking lot, smiling when he saw Kya. He hopped out of the car and locked it, making his way through the parking lot up to Kya. He hugged her, and blinked. "Nath...?"

"Nathan, can we go home?" Nathaniel asked, looking rather solemn.

"Wh-why?" Nathaniel stared at him, and Nathan went, "Oh. Um..."

I know exactly what he's thinking. Darius thought, frowning a bit. "We look so good together!" That's what they all think. And then... He shifted a bit, then let go of Keanu, walking over to a bench to sit down. "Keanu-kun, come here."

~

Nathaniel sighed, rolling his eyes. "Bye, Kya." Nathan tossed Nathaniel the keys, and he caught them easily, already walking towards their car. Nathan gave Kya a sad glance over his shoulder, then followed his brother, sitting down in the car and waving a bit at her.

I can't do it. Darius thouht, staring solemnly at Keanu. Not to him. But he's so young, and I don't want him around me. Not when so many things could happen...So many things could go wrong. If I told him to leave me alone, would he hate me? Of course he would. So I can't tell him.

"Keanu, what do you think?" Darius blurted. He paused, thinking of a better way to put his question. "What do you want from me? What is it that keeps you around me?"

~

Hi, Kya! :DDD

Nathan smiled. He loved that three-D face. It was probably his favourite. His smile faded, and he glanced at the bathroom, where Nathaniel was throwing up. He was apparently, "sick to his stomach." because "the day had been revolting to him."

And Nathan understood. Nathaniel always threw up when something was wrong. Perhaps that was how he stayed so thin...?

( Colette's by the train. o.o )

Keanu's smile faded, as he guessed that there was a deeper meaning behind the question. "You're fun. Wild. Crazy. Ummmm.... you kiss really well." He stared at his shirt again, wondering if he should put it back on. Naw! he thought Let the ladies and Darius have a show. Kya smirked, saying

That was fast hun. You already home?

Then got up. Time to find Keanu. She wandered towards the tent. No show. Weird She turned and saw a group of girls by a train car. Darius'. Obviously. I mean he's hot n' all, but the chicks are starting to act like Stalkers. She headed towards it, smiling as she heard the crunch of the rocks under her Knee highs. Today was a really good day to wear this she thought, looking down at her long-sleeved black shirt. Adam Gontier smiling from it. His band, Three Days Grace, was on the back. She stuck her hands into the pockets of her skin-tight, black skinny jeans, pushing them to slightly below her hips. She flicked her head, making her blonde and black hair fly from her face. She looked at her hands, wishing she had Nathan there to hold them.

Thats a stupid answer. Darius thought as he stared at Keanu. And just because I act insane, doesn't mean I am. ...And I know I kiss well. Call me conceited, but still. "That's not the answer I was looking for, Keanu." he said, sounding as if he were growling. "What do you want from me? Why are you still here? What is it that keeps you around me?" I just can't think of a way to put it.

~

Mhm. So. What's up? Nathan sighed, then trotted into the bathroom. Nathaniel was curled up on the floor, and he squatted down, literally petting his brother's side. Nathaniel cringed, but didn't do much else. "Nath...You've gotta pull yourself together."

"I know. But...telling Evessence was like reliving it all over again." Nathaniel paused. "'And it hurts."

"How?" Nathan asked, joking a bit.

"Inside, you idiot. It pains me." Nathan frowned, then glanced at his phone.

~

"An apartment...? Wouldn't you have to pay rent?" Ryo asked, growing even more curious. ...Curiousity killed the cat.

Keanu stared at him, getting up and pulling his shirt back on. He ruffled his hair, saying, "I like you Darius. And apperantly that's wrong. If you want me to leave, tell me. I'm a big boy. I'll be fine." He stared at his leg, still slightly sore.

Kya walked towards the train, shoving girls out of the way. When she found the small group of people from before, she smiled. then she saw Keanu. He was upset. She walked up to him, hugging him as she said, "Hey KK. What's wrong?"

Keanu looked at her, and said, "It's nothing hun." He hugged her back, moving strands of hair from her face. "Where's Nathan? Did something happen?"

Kya smiled. Keanu was always her guardian. "No. Nathaniel wanted to go home." She smiled as Disturbed's "Down with the Sickness" went off from her pocket, announcing a text. "It's Nathan!" she told her twin. She quickly read the text, sending back

I found Keanu. With Darius, of course. What are you doing? And how's Nathaniel? Is he okay? He seemed weird when he found us.

Keanu smiled sadly, happy that she was happy. "You tell him that if he hurts you, your bro's gonna hurt him bad?"

Kya smirked, shoving him playfully, as she said, "No. Because I know you'd never really do that in case I still liked him. Which, I'd never tell you of course." She pulled Keanu back to the bench, sitting in between Darius and Keanu. She looked at Darius uncomfortably, feeling the tension in between them, regretting where she chose to sit, but scared to move.

( Love that song. 8D ) 

Darius pursed his lips, then bit down on his bottom lip, drawing blood. He gave Keanu a "follow me" glance, then his eyes flickered to Kya. "But without her." He stood up and walked away, a random bird beginning to sing sadly.

Darius sat down in a corner, his eyes narrowed at the floor. At the moment, all he really wanted to do was grab a wine bottle and pretty much chug it. See if it gave him alcohol poisoning. Despite the fact that he seemed pretty happy and peppy all the time, in truth, Darius was quite a depressed little boy.

~

Nathan sighed, then texted back, No, not really. Nath's throwing up. But don't worry. He's not sick. He throws up whenever he's upset, and I think that's why he's so damn thin. Nathan looked away, and Nathaniel made a horrible sound, flushing the toliet afterwards.

"Nathan," Nathaniel gasped, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand.

"Yes?" Nathan looked back.

"Get mom. I can't stop."

"You're always like that, Nath. You can't stop until you've fallen asleep." Nathan tilted his head.

"But its different, Nathan." Nathaniel coughed, then threw up a little bit. "Look."

"Ew, no!" Nathaniel glared at Nathan, who reluctantly crawled up to the toliet. "Oh my god, Nathaniel!" He's throwing up blood!

Keanu nodded, then started to say something to Kya.

Kya jumped up, yelling, "ohmygod!" at her phone. Then ran, quickly texting, 

Where's your house? I'm coming over!

Keanu stared after her, then followed Darius, and said, "What Darius?"

Kya started her car, and waiting for Nathan's Text

((Longest talking post I've ever done probably. O.O))

"Well when my parents p*censored*ed away there was money left over, but with the lawyer costs and all that stuff I didn't pay attention to being only three or so. There was enough money for me to go to an orphanage until I moved out by myself and got an apartment. So I work at a store from time to time to help get money." Colette said answering freely. 

( xD )

Darius had buried his face in the palms of his hands, and when Keanu spoke, he looked up, his body shaking slightly. "Keanu, I don't want you to leave. But I know you have to. And yes, it is wrong for you to like me. Very wrong." He spoke quietly, his voice quivering. "Its complicated, okay?"

~ 

Umm. 149 Wood Lake Lane. Uhh. The house is the one at the end. Go right, then right before you reach that big circle where you have to drive around to get to another...thingy, you turn right. And its the first house on the left.

Wow. This has got to be the longest message I have ever sent.

Nathan looked away from the screen of his phone to his mother, who was named Morgan. He watched as she helped Nathaniel to his bed, then shot a look at Nathan. "Oh. Oh, yeah." Nathan jumped to his feet and grabbed Nathaniel, setting him on the bed.

~ 

Ryo nodded, paying full attention. "You've been alone for thirteen years, Colette? Thirteen years?" He tilted his head at her, sadness flickering in his eyes. "Thats horrible."

Disk set Sabashgin down and walked out of the car to sit on a semi-large rock.She hadn't panicked or felt that way about any living thing for a long time.it unsettled her...

Sabshgin watched Disk go,understanding she needed some alone time.

"You get used to the empty feeling and go on with life as it is. Though when you look back it hurts." Colette said looked down at the floor before continuing, "It hurts for there is no one to say it to. When the people you would are in the past. It hurts when you realise they aren't coming back no matter how much it pains you and you're expected to go on with life and be normal." She finished tears building up in her eyes.

Keanu stood up, saying, "Why do I have to leave? Why can't I like you? Cause I do! Give me a reason and I might leave!" He was starting to show his stubborn side, the side most had left him for.

Kya smirked, quickly finding it and pulling into the driveway. She got out of her car, knocking on the door, texting 

I'm here at your door