Damien nodded lightly catching the doe's scent. His mouth watered as he craved the taste of the creatures blood. He sunk low to the ground and hid just out of sight of the doe in front of it waiting for Wren to make her move and scare the creature.

Meanwhile his mind was dancing around the past and what he needed/wanted to tell Wren. He wouldn't know how she would take it, but he had to get it off his chest and right now, she was the only one he could trust. The rest had prooved their loyalty by turning their backs protecting some traitor.

Damien watched as Wren scared the doe towards him. His mind immediatly cleared as the hunger and blood lust kicked in. His thoughtful blue eyes turned to stone as they flashed with the hunger and desire for the flesh and blood of the doe.

He used his back paws and leapt out at the deer with his jaws wide open. He sunk them into the doe's neck throwing all his weight on her. He felt the hot blood run down his throat and out of his jaws which only caused them to tighten on the deers neck. There was no chance he was letting her go. He used his claws to dig into her side and clung to her.

Damien made sure it was dead before he opened his jaws looking over at Wren. "You okay?" he asked pulling his ears back walking over to her. He gave a small whimper running the side of his face against her hers before looking her in the eye. "Doe's were always nasty creatures to kill. Especially pregnant ones. They are protecting something most dear to them...the life of their unborn child. Any mother would do the same thing if put in a situation like this one" He said sitting down glancing at the dead deer.

He pulled his ears back watching the doe's body. A feeling crept into his stomach before he growled shaking it off. I am not like her. He thought snarling letting his lip curl revealing his fangs.

OOC: We can't search again till morning. Its too late at night.

IC:

Erika stood up nodding lightly following Dusk. "You have my word I would not harm your pack" She vowed pulling her ears back kind of scared to leave Dusk's side. There were so many who were mad at her for only doing her job. She didn't understand anything about pack liffe. "Dusk...can you teach me what it is like to be in a pack. What it is suposed to be like?" She asked curiously.

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Damien kept looking at the doe seeming to block Wren out. His focus was locked on the bloody wound on the deer's neck. The blood seemed to bring back his memories, all the things he hid in his heart and soul and never allowed to see the light of day, until right now.

"When I was a pup my mom spoke of paradise and how her pack almost made it. How they were so close they could smell the lunar flowers. She spoke of her adventures to only me...never once did she tell them to my sister. She let me in on a special secret she would call it. She said that I had what it would take to lead our pack to paradise. She said I had the heart and the soul to do so and my sister did not. She said my blood would one day spill with the flower maiden's and open paradise for all. I beleived her...I beleived I could be the strong leader to lead my pack and my family into the open arms of the awaiting sanctuary beyond the glaciers" He admitted looking back at Wren.

"But....it didn't happen like that. My sister and I grew up together. We were so close we could tell when the other was sick or hurt without even having to be around one another. It was automatic for us. I loved her dearly. She took me aside one day and told me of mother and father's pas.sings. I was so upset that mother had just left me like that when she knew I was going to take her to paradise. I was so angry that I left my pack. I left them all including my sister.  should have known something was wrong in her heart from the minute mother intrusted me with the secrets of paradise. Because....when I received a call from my sister. Her beautiful yet sorrowful howl into the air, I rushed to her side only to meet my dead pack. Blood covered the snow" He frowled looking down at the ground moving a peice of dead gr*censored* with the tip of one of his claws.

"She had learned of paradise's secrets. She had turned and handed over my family, my pack to the Nobles all because she was jealous of me. She was jealous that I held the key to paradise and she didn't. She used to think paradise was just a pup's tale to put them to rest at night. She admitted that she was there, she had almost made it. That her paws hit the soft gras.s and her nose had smelled the lunar flowers. She admitted seeing it, until the doors snapped shut on her. That it cast her out because her blood was not pure, because there was so much hate in her heart against me. After she finished her story of why she turned against the pack and claimed sides with the Nobles. Why she helped them slaughter our family....I tore her to peices. I ripped her throat out until there was nothing but blood around me" He whimpered closing his eyes visioning that brutal fight once more in his head.

"I killed her because she was going to kill me. She was going to drag my body to the Noble's and let them drain my blood so they could use it to open Paradise for themselves. I killed her because I had trusted her, I loved her....she was the only one who knew my secrets, my fears, and my dreams....yet she turned around and betrayed me. She took everything I knew and loved and just tore it to peices. So I returned the favor by tearing her to peices. Which is why...those who have been corupted by the minds of the Nobles, can never be allowed to live. They will only get into your heart and betray you. Just like my sister had done to me" He finished opening his blue eyes that were now liquid as tears fell down his cheeks. "The sad thing is.... I don't regret doing it"

OOC: HOLY CRAP! O.o Opps. Guess that's kind of long huh? -hides under a rock- I'm sorry!