2:25pm Jun 2 2010
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He looked at her. "I'm not perfect. Get to know Riku and he's perfect. Mother and Father praise him to hell. He locks himself in his room because of it.." He sighed. "Your perfect to me. I hate girls who think that looks is all it takes. Very skinny girls that think their bust is everything just look stupid. Their anorxia is very bothersome. They couldn't even do anything. Girls who eat too much to eh point where they can barely stand.. It annoys me.. Girls liek you.. Eat finely, have good personalities, beautiful insdie adn out... Those girls. I love girls liek you. However, your teh only girl to see p*censored*ed my scars and bruises. The first one to slap me, too..." He laughed painfully.
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2:41pm Jun 2 2010
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Sunni smiled “well,you’ve never seen me eat”She gave a little laugh and reached out for his hand while they got to the large sprakling pond.She put her feet in the water still reaching out to him.Her eyes sparkling like the pond.Sunni flipped her shining black hair out of her eyes. “im still sorry about that. And scars don’t matter”..she paused then spoke again her mind wondering somewhat."come on in! i love water even if its ice cold..
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2:32pm Jun 3 2010
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Jake sat down and put his feet in. "Ah! God.. It is really cold.." He sighed adn held her hand. He looked out over teh water. He grabbeda stick and poked at teh weeds that were tickling teh bottom of his feet. He knew he couldn't swim and he didn't want to get in teh water anyways. He looked at teh sky. It was mid day and teh sun was beautifully making teh water sparkle. "The water is beautiful."
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11:18pm Jun 4 2010
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Sunni laughed “ha-ha its fine” she flipped her black sleek hair out of her eyes,slowly slipping in the icy deep water.”im gonna swim! Come on!”She paled out to the middle of the pond the plunged her head under.Openeing he eyes in to blackness.Sunni decided to swim deep down and try to touch the bottom of the deep pond.She closed her eyes and stuck her arm out,the water getting colder and colder as she swam farther down finally sunni touched the muddy soft bottom.Ready to go back up she tried to swim upwards but was yanked back,her dress was caught on something!Panic pounded through her,frantically she tried to yank herself up,her chest began to feel like fire and her mind numb,slowly blackness rushed through her she closed her eyes…
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11:08pm Jun 8 2010
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Jake saw bubbles coming to the top of the water. "What the... Suni?! Sunni?!! SUNNI!!!" He jumped into teh water and swam down. His eyes adjusting slightly to the the blackness. He saw SUnni's dress. He quickly swam down into teh warer and grabbed her hand. He took a smalll blade and cut what her dress was caught on. He dropped teh blade, grabbed her around her waist, and swam up quickly. Please be alive! Don't die of me!! He reached teh top and pushed her onto teh s*censored*. He got on s*censored* and lay on teh small sandy s*censored*. He panted.
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11:24pm Jun 8 2010
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Finally Sunni coughed, her chest heaved upward as she did, water came from out of her mouth. She slowly opened her eyes “Jake…” her voice was hoarse and deep with exhaustion She automatically turned and vomited on the gr*censored* near by. Touching her hip she felt her skin looking down she saw that the bottom half of her dress was cut revealing her undies and half of her stomach. “eh I let it slide this time” she laughed. Knowing he had to, to save her life. Somehow still breathing and being half naked didn’t compare to still be lying at the bottom of the pond. The thought made her shudder. Sunni looked up at him “you saved my life I would kiss if I didn’t have just. You know puked” She smiled “how can I repay you?”She started shivering as the wind hit her soaked exposed self.
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11:31pm Jun 8 2010
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Jake looked at her. "Whoops. My bad.." He removed his shirt and threw it onto her exposed bottom half. "Keep it... I don't need it.." He said bewteen huffs. He lay back down and he looked at her. "I don't really need anything.. But clean that up.. You know.. Splash water on it... You can repay any way you want.." He smiled and looked at his body. "IT's so ugly... Why would my father do this to me?" ~~ Riku came running down the street and he noticed Sunni was covered by Jake's shirt. He heard Jake's remark and sat down a ways away from them. I don't know.. He won't hit me or Kyin... I'm sorry brother.. We are nothing by bothers on you and a burden on your body... He took Jake's phone out of his pocket and held it.
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11:51pm Jun 8 2010 (last edited on 12:05am Jun 9 2010)
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“eh I don’t think its really gonna help much considering yer shirt is soaked” She slowly sat up and put the shirt on, it was big enough of her to cover herself up slightly Sunni smiled at his toned body but then felt a pang of pain seeing all his wounds and bruises. She gulped “I don’t know there something wrong with him." Wrapping her arms around him she pulled herself close to Jake." you need to get away from there yer such an amazing person, it kilsl me that he hurts you.” Her eyes stung and her face felt hot tears rolled down her face leaving a grey trail with her already ran eyeliner. She hadn’t noticed Riku at the other end of the pond and still clung tightly to Jake.
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1:04am Jun 9 2010
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Jake looked at her. "I have no other place to go. My parents are really uptight about me leaving. That's the reason I'm beat. I sneak out and forget about that house. Then I end up getting beat for forgetting to bring something back or whatever." He put his arm around her and hugged her. "I only stay in that damned house because of my brothers. They may not be my real brothers, but step-brothers are the same as real ones. I want to be there for them when my mother and step father weren't. I wanted them to grow up and be better than I was. So far, they have. Kyin is a bit of a retarded one, but his charm and childish ways are what people love about him. I told him to never take thing too seriously. He gained his personality there. His alter ego is just something he made to immatate me." He wrapped his arms around her tighter and put his head on her shoulder. "And don't get me started on Riku.. He is so smart and he makes so many models... His laptop was given to him as a token of the mayor's gratitude for helping him with profiling this small town. He grew up to be such a handsome young man and an even better brother. He is always so caring and he can cook well. He is so great at everything. All he has was because I told him never to give up on what he wanted to do and to always persue what he wanted. He did and he is the top ranking junior in the exams here. I'm first but still... Riku is so smart.. And me.. I'm nothing. I'm beat, abused, a liar, a swindler, a stalker... I do the dirty work for Riku. I help Zane learn what to do and what not to do... I run errands.. All i have going for me are my looks. But with the bruises and crap, I can't show anybody." ~~~ Riku looked at Jake and listened closely. He knew Jake was being nice. He wasn't smart. Jake was smarter. But Jake did tell him and Zane those things. He showed them what Mom and Dad did to him when he didn't behave. He did teh dirty work for him and Jake always ended up slapped or beat by the girl's boyfriend. Never once did Riku think of how Jake would feel. What would happen to Jake. And what would the outcome be. Would Jake be slapped like the way Sunni slapped him and get injured badly? Jake.... You really are a moron.... Riku stood up and walked to a tree. He got up and lay on a branch.
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3:16am Jun 9 2010 (last edited on 3:23am Jun 9 2010)
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Sunni listened closely to what Jake was saying. He loved his bothers much more than she knew about which hurt her even more, not because of jealousy that wasn’t it at all. but the fact that Jake would never leave that house which would get him beat even more maybe even to his death. The thought of him dying made her feel like a punch in the chest Sunni pushed the thought to the back of her mind it would be to much pain to bear to lose her baby the only person that loved her….well at least she loved him. He was practically there parent the way he cared for them, It made her smile Jake was so sweet and kind. Scooting forward she layed her head on his bare chest."your so much more that looks. Granted you are pretty cute” She smiled “ but you’re an amazing person alot more more than you take yourself for and...I love you” but Sunni wondered if he loved her the way she loved him. She looked up at his her large beautiful eyes questioning if he really did love her,she did hit him the boy who was hit more times than he could count. “I know you love yer brothers but… If you don’t leave what if yer father hurts you even more…and what, what if he even. Kills you” She gulped down the intense pain that flooded her so quickly. Then she slowly put her face close to him and lightly pressed her lips against his pulling herself closer.
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1:04am Jun 10 2010
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Jake looked at her and blushed as she pressed her lips against his. "Hey, you know.. I would love to leave, but Kyin and Riku really need me. They are kin dof like little kids. They have a very good sense of what they want to do and how they are going to do it, but they need me to be their father.. Riku never really had a good father son relationship with ny step dad... Kyin was sent away by my step-dad and has hated him ever since.. But Riku and Kyin look up to me and even open their hearts to me. It suprised me when Riku came crying to me when he was 13. Kyin was always playing with my stuff and even if I got mad, he'd still play with it and just make sure everything was just the way it was when he first started playing with it.. They give me a great reason to stay.. You give me a great reason to leave.. I can't decide on either.." He sighed and hugged her tightly. "I can't cho-' "Just go Jake.. we'll be fine.. KYin and I can handle ourselves. We are both almost 19... Sure, your a great father to us, but we need to get away from you. You have a life beyond us.. Sunni.. You and Sunni can live in a small house. Or her house.. Or something.. Maybe, Kyin and I will join you one day. You have to be happy to be a father to anybody. There is no way to have a kid. Or take care of your younger brothers if you show them sadness and sorrow.. Right, Sunni?" Riku looked at her and smiled.
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2:03am Jun 10 2010
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Sunni gulped she was drawn in the middle, she felt pressure push on her chest. Was she the reason for Jake’s unhappiness. The reason he was caught in the middle as much as her? She couldn’t imagine the though of feeling like this all the time, somewhat out of place. Her eyes flickered to Riku’s with worry so much of her wanted to nod no, to dare not ask her. Suddenly Sunni felt so selfish for telling him to leave just because she didn’t want him to get hurt, it was his life wasn’t it his own choices? Even though numbly in the back of her mind it wasn’t right to let him get hurt, but then again. She felt like she needed to run “look if im the reason for ruining your life and questioning the love for your brothers…maybe I should just…go I don’t want you to suffer because my horrible selfish self” She pulled back from him hitting her but on the gr*censored* but she didn’t move still sitting there she look out of both of there directions, Sunni couldn’t bare to look them in the eyes. Her eyes stung and tears blurred her vision, but she didn’t bl ink them away of move her small beautiful face, they ran down her pale cheeks hitting the fresh green gr*censored* blade below. She didn’t feel embarr*censored*ed for crying. Confusion swirled in her mind and she couldn’t focus, couldn’t think, couldn’t breathe. Motionless she tried to sort out the life she had and the one she only could hope to have.
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4:17pm Jun 10 2010
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1:10am Jun 11 2010
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Jake glared at Riku when he saw her tears. "What the hell did you just do?! She was fine until you came over here and ruined everything!!" Jake stood up and walked over to Riku. He grabbed Riku by the shirt collar and growled. "You.. Get away... Go home and take care of your brother. I do not want you making my girlfriend cry with your damn nonsense." He released Riku harshly and Riku fell back onto the gras.s/ Jake turned and sat next to the water's edge. He pulled his knees to his chest and placed his arms on his knees. He put his head in his arms. Riku sat there, stunned. He had never seen Jake do anything like that. His eyes widened with the shock. "Y=Your just like father... S-Stay with your damn girlfirend!! I'll pack your stuff myself!@!" Riku stood up and ran away. His eyes filling with tears. Jake hurt him, but didn't know it. Blood began to seep through Riku's shoulder and some on his neck.
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1:55am Jun 11 2010 (last edited on 2:08am Jun 11 2010)
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Sunni’s tears dried on her face. Her eye widening to what had just happened. Never in a million years would she think that Jake would hurt anybody but it wasn’t the words but the anger that seethed through his teeth as he grabbed his brother or the words chosen. She watched intently and then. She saw it. Crimson drops seeping through Riku’s Shirt. Sunni pulled back away from jakes sucking in air unable to breathe, She was punched with shock. Her heart pounded out of her chest.” you…you...you hurt, hurt him” Her voice was a soft crackling squeak. She was half standing up half sitting down. She held the end of Jake’s shirt she wore pulling it to chest. Somehow his shirt gave her comfort even though he was the one who caused the blood. Oddly she didn’t feel fear, cautiously Sunni walked our him sitting next to him and warping her arms around Jake ,her face upward looking upward towards the lake then downwards trying to see his face.” are you ok?’ her voice sounded worried and surprised.In the back of her mind the brimming love she felt for jake,was mixed with hate,hate for anger and violence Sunii could forgive but she couldnt forget.
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2:29am Jun 11 2010
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Jake jumped and looked at her, tears spilling silently down his cheeks and pooling on his pants. "i-I'm fine... I didn't mean to hurt Riku.. He just pissed me off. I wasn't thinking, nor was I going to hurt him anyways. Oh god.. WHat have I done to my own kin..." He put his face back into his arms and sobbed. Not making any noise, but his body trembling so much, he was almost vibrating. Jake let the tears spill, then the occasional sobbing hiccup would make its way out of his mouth. He put his hands in his hair and clutched his hair tightly. "Damn it.. Damn it.. Why am I so stupid.. I bet Riku went home and really did pack my things.. Oh god..." Jake placed one of his hands on his mouth and coughed a little from crying. "S-Sunni.. WHat do I do?" He looked up at her. His red eyes searching her for an answer. Desprately searching with no success, but still, he searched.
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3:39am Jun 11 2010 (last edited on 3:43am Jun 11 2010)
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Sunni unlatched her arms, she scooted back a little to let him cry but putting her hand on his back. She knew Jake didn’t mean to and how badly he felt about it but still, what if that could have happened to her? Sure she smacked Jake but she didn’t cause...blood. She shook a little trying to push the thought out of her mind. She wanted to ask Jake if he would ever do that to her but, she felt like asking would make her seem vulnerable to show she was scared and that she thought about it but still. Sunni looked up looking Jake dead in the eyes her face calm but still tinged with sadness that made her eyes look gl*censored*y but they said nothing just gold orbs staring back.” you hurt him, Jake.. you hurt him” her voice serious and a accusing no pity what so ever. “you didn’t just make him bleed. You hurt him right here” She pointed to her heart. Sunni gulped “are you gonna hurt me Jake?” .
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3:16am Jun 12 2010
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1:20am Jun 13 2010
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2:08am Jun 14 2010
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Jake's eyes widened and he scooted back, shaking his head slowly. He was petrified. Had he become just like his father? Had he hurt his only real family so badly to make him bleed and break his heart? Jake shook his head and stopped scooting back when a bush stopped him. He was scared and he was definetly scared of himself. He was scared of hurting people. He promised not to hurt Kyin and Riku when they had moved into that house. Riku helped him so many times and yet, he hurt him. Jake's tears flowed faster and were pouring down his cheeks like rivers, no waterfalls. He opened his mouth slowly, his lips quivering, and shut his mouth when he choked on his own words. "N-N....nev....never..... I-I.. I cant...... i can't hurt u.." He shook and his lips quivered. His eyes still wide and his teeth clenched. He was upset with himself. He couldn't hurt Sunni, but how could he hurt his little brother?! Jake collapsed onto his side and curls up. He let out a groan then a hiccup. He cried and for the first time, he let himself whimper and show he was truly afraid. He whimpered and cried like a newborn puppy, desprately wanting its mother.
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