2:23am Jun 14 2010
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Sunni gulped she heard and felt the pain the Jake was feeling. It felt like a punch in the chest she never realized that you could feel the same things that others were feeling, you hurt when the hurt and were happy when they were happy. It this what love is? To truly understand the person Sunni never believed in love but it made her question. She got up and walked over to him her body limp she stopped at his body curled up and him crying for all pain of the world. She looked down at him her black hair falling all around her. “it will okay’ her voice calm and monotone but with a hint of uncertainty because she didn’t even know what was going to happen or how he made Riku bleed. She slowly sat down next to him wrapping her arms around him putting her face close to his. “did..yew….cut..him.She blinked her eyes showing sympathy her eyes filling with tears seeing jakes pain.
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2:39am Jun 14 2010
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Jake shook his head. He whimpered as her face grew closer to his. He shut his eyes tightly. He curled up tighter, hoping to keep the pain of the worl that has been so cruel to him. He wanted to keep teh pain away. He wanted to the keep pain at bay, to keep it away, to keep it from penetrating his small and weakening shield he could barely keep up. He felt this strength weaken. He knew he could never shut it out. The pain was too much. The world was out to get him. He knew he couldn't keep this up. He had to die. He had to keep himself away. He was a menace to everyone around him. He placed his hand over his ears and whimpered a lot. Riku walked back into the park. He was carrying a patched blanket and a very ragged and stitched black teddy bear. A bell wrapped around the bear's neck and it made no sound. The bell hadn't rung in so long. There was a piece of paper stuck in the bell. Riku slwoly walked over to Jake and Sunni. This was the first time he actually heard Jake whimper. Every beating Jake got didn't make him whimper, but the blood from a reopened wound from a small squeeze was enough to make Jake whimper like a puppy? Riku felt bad. He should have told Jake about the scab. He bent down next to Sunni and said in a low voice. "I'm sorry... Jake didn't hurt me.. It was a reopening wound.. He just squeezed the wround place and the scab opened." He looked at Jake. "He's trying to shut the world out.. and actually.. i never realized how small he looked when he cried... He's never whimpered..." Riku placed the blanket over Jake and handed Sunni the teddy bear. "It's jake's teddy bear that I was able to keep hidden from our parents. They always threw them out. But, when he's calmed down a little, please give it to him. Please, sleep outside with him.. It always calmed him. I'll be back with a small tent and a blanket or two and a sleeping bag... with pillows." Riku stood up.
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2:50am Jun 14 2010
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Sunni looked up at Riku feeling bad for asking Jake such a horrid question of course Jake couldn’t hurt anybody relief washed over her but the pinching pain of guilt and sorrow still flowed through her. Her eyes were red from crying making her gold iris pop. Slowly she nodded she would she took it as an oath a duty from his brother but it wasn’t just that not those words it was as if Jake’s brother told her to take care of him, forever but it wasn’t just that Sunni needed him just as much they needed each other. Her eyes staring back at Riku showing how much she loved Jake “I will ‘She said her voce low and smooth as cream she said nothing more sure “I will…take care of him’ Sunni let go of Jake her arms reaching out for the teddy bear.She looked down at it and smiled so innocent. She slid the bear in Jakes lap and kissed him on the cheek “its gonna be okay”
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3:09am Jun 14 2010
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Jake felt her gentle kiss and brought his hands down from his ears and on to the blanket. He wrapped it tightly around him. His white bangs falling in front of his face. He sobbed and sniffled, no longer whimpering. He relaxed slightly and let his muscles just fall. He felt wewak and limp. He knew what he did was wrong. He made his own brother bleed. He grabbed the bear and hugged it tightly and whispered, "N-nothing... will be okay...." Riku walked back, carrying a small tent, sleeping bags, and a few blankets and pillows. He put them on teh floor and began setting up the tent. Once done, he spread out teh sleeping bags on teh floo rof teh tent and threw the blankets and pillows into it. "It's ready." He walkd over to his brother and carried him with a lot strain. He placed his brother in teh tent. "Sunni.. take care of Jake..." He smiled and walked away.
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3:18am Jun 14 2010
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Sunni looked over to him “that may be but we all learn to survive in this world, and you didn’t hurt your brother he just said it was a re-opened wound he’s okay” She un wrapped her arms and layed back looking at the now blackening sky “im here. And ill never leave you cuz yer the only one I got,I didn’t tell you but when I got home I found my grandmother dead I thought she was sleeping but she didn’t wake up. She sighed and looked over to him “and ya know what? Im not sad I know I should be but now im free, I may not have a home cuz I cant pay for it. But now..Im free.” She sat up again and looked at him slowly puling her face to his and pressed her lips against his. She knew it was a horribly time to do so but she didn’t care.
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3:49am Jun 14 2010
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Jake pressed his lips agianst hers as well and smiled slightly. He knew teh timing was bad, but he didn't care. Sunni just lost someone imprtant and Jake figured out he didn't hurt his one of his only two brothers. "I'm sorry... For your loss.." He wrapped his blanketed arms around Sunni and smiled slightly. "I'm so sorry... I know you probably loved her to death.. And the house, i can help you pay for it.. I don't want you living alone or with my family. You'd only end up hurt or something..." He looked at her, his eyes bloodshot from all the tears. "I'm sorry..." He held out his patched and stitched old bear out to her.
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9:12am Jun 14 2010 (last edited on 9:14am Jun 14 2010)
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Sunni turned to Jake and eyes calm and knowing and she smiled slightly “I told ya im not sad, she was sick I had to take care of her like she was a 2 year old” She sighed pulling the blanket to her “I know it sounds awful but I didn’t love her, I was just sent to her house last year after living in foster care. I was meant to care for her she wasn’t right. Mentally I mean” She gulped and scooted closer to him “I didn’t know the woman just that she was my fathers mom and my father beat me and my mom senseless…a constant reminder and ya don’t have to pay for the house ill be fine outside while the weather is good” Sunni thought about the how Jake didn’t even think twice about taking care of her, sweet boy she smiled at that but not wanting to be a burden she would be okay outside for a while, hopefully and Sunni was sure she didn’t want Jake to pay for the house. She slowly got up stretching then walking to the tent taking both sleeping bags inside, laying them side by side in the small tent then walking back out. Her eyes wary “c’mon its getting dark lets go in the tent and don’t worry I didn’t want that old house anyway….plus I really wouldn’t want to be by myself, best to be without”
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11:19pm Jun 14 2010
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Jake looked at her. She was a strong and willing child, but he felt like there was something more. He felt like if he left, she'd break. He crawled over to the tent. He went inside. "Your are a strong child.. But please Sunni, do not take this on yourself to be a strong child.. I know you are strong, but please, open your life to me. I can surely help you." Jake looked at her, hoping his words did not offend her or do somethign to her. He looked at her with innocent eyes. He searched her eyes for a confirmation. "I don't want you to be outside.. WHat if you get sick? Pluse, what if you get hurt or someone tries to take you away." He held his bear tightly. He reached up his hand, wanting her to put her hand in his. "Please...." Jake's hand still out, like a lost child wanting his mother to grasp his hand ans say "It will be okay.. sunni.."
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11:36pm Jun 14 2010
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Sunni gave a half smiled her eyes as usual glowing like embers sparks burning behind them. She reached out her hand and held his “ill be okay and anyways..I don’t have anywhere to go they don’t let minors own houses and I surely don’t want to go into foster care again” She thought about what Jake said about how she was strong but this was different, Sunni was strong because she had to be not because she wanted to be, deep down she was terrified about her future now being homeless, she had Jake but there was still fear in her. She layed down on top of the sleeping bag next to Jake “im strong cuz I have to be. Not cuz I need to be, it different” but she surely didn’t want Jake to worry “don’t worry about me though, Jake” Sunni looked up at the green ceiling of the tent she heard the rain drops tapping on the tent as it go heavier it sounded like beads bouncing off the plastic type fabric of the tent she sighed.
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12:02am Jun 16 2010
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Jake looked at her. He sighed. "No. You are either going to live with me, or we will have to run away together. I'm sure the Mayor will give Riku a house for all teh things he has done. Plus, I'm not a minor. I've been 19 for at least 4 months already. Your 18 right? My two brothers. They are bother 17.. So It'll be fine anyways. I'm 19. I can work and I can have a house." Jake looked at her and his eyes grew soft. They were unusually a soft red color. Not entirely pink, but a soft red. He sat up and looked outside. The rain was coming down hard. He knew Riku would do something. "Can you please just let me help.. I really love you and I wish not to have something happen to you. I don't want you in teh street.. I don't want you out alone at night especially. Please Sunni.. Let me take care of you how you deserve to be treated.." Jake zipped up the tent and laid his head on her lap. He held his blanket close and the bear was sitting next to sunni. "Please..."
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2:00am Jun 16 2010
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Sunni wasn’t surprised that Jake was 19 he could fit the part though he did look sort of young despite his white/grey hair. She looked away from him and grit her teeth keeping her mouth closed when she spoke hoping he wouldn’t hear it because if he did she was scared he’d leave her “um….16”then she gave a nervous cough and looked back to him. His eyes sweet and innocent like she had never seen them that color before she gave a weak smile and gulped feeling that Jake cared about her, that someone cared about her at all no one else in her life did. Her eyes were still wary but they were innocent and *censored*uring at the same time, she sighed “I love you too…”She bit down gritting her teeth still feeling bad about being a nuisance “okay, Jake but I don’t wanna be a burden and I feel like I am” but it wouldn’t matter because she was sure he would leave her because of her age and break her heart it didn’t matter about a house that made her nervous she could always find a place to live but she would be she wouldn’t have Jake the only reason she had to live
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12:54am Jun 17 2010
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(replying tomaro. Gotta sleep. Gomenasai!)
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1:45pm Jun 17 2010
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((Sorry I haven't been on in so long. I may be resigning from the rp. I was on vacation for 3 weeks.))
Love is unconquerable. For love needs not the pleasure of outward beauty, as it takes great pride in the inward. Love needs not the cushion of luxury and riches, for lovers tend to grow closer in strife. Love needs not fame, for those true to love will not host greed.
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11:37pm Jun 17 2010
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(gomen iheart.... Sorry for getting so far ahead... The rp between the others hasn't gone anywhere anyways....) Jake laughed. "You are not a nuisence on me if I am inviting you to let me take care of you. Plus, i love you and wish not to see you get hurt by anybody or anything. I care too much for you." He laid down and placed his head on her lap. HIs white hair falling in front of his eyes as he settled in. "You know... Your really comfortable..." He chuckled and wiggled arounda little. "ANyways, please, let's move in to your house. I can make the money and Riku can surely get the house for a small price. Riku has done so much for the mayor, this shouldn't be a big deal to teh mayor anyways." He smiled and loooked at her though his hair. He blew it from his eyes and looked at her. "please?"
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2:04am Jun 18 2010
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Sunni smiled her eyes were brought and forgiving “okay, fine but ill get a job too okay?. That way its even” She looked down at him “but for tonight, lets not worry about it tomorrow we’ll look into it” she gulped slowly scooting down till she was laying down but not moving Jake. She looked up staring at nothing “I love you to she patted his head” thinking she spoke “just wondering has yer hair always been white? Not to be offence I was just curious”
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12:17am Jun 19 2010
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Jake looked at her and shook his head slowly. "No. It used to be blueish.. But all the stress from teh constant beatings, school, lack of friends, and depression caused my own body to worry too much. Now, it just makes my hair white. but it's pretty cool to have an uncommon hair color in a teenager. I always found it cool." He smiled. "Why? Do you not like it? I can dy eit if you want." He looked at her.
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3:35am Jun 19 2010
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She smiled “no I was just wondering it makes you,you”She thought about it how Jake had such hard life and still does all the pain and suffering he went through she felt bad sincerely “I cant believe your father hurt you” she scooted down and laid right next to him wrapping her arms around him and laying her head on his chest, Sunni gulped thinking she had only been with Jake 2 days now and they were gonna live together but it there wasn’t a doubt in Sunni’s mind that she loved him and what the difference between a year and a couple days if you knew that, if you were perfect for each other? She sighed “you know we’ve only been together for 2 days know but, I love you Jake” She sat up and looked at him her deep gold eyes like burning embers they show a love even she couldn’t understand and feeling that ran deep through her soul Sunni couldn’t help but be head over heals for him.
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2:53am Jun 20 2010
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Jake looked at her and smiled. "Yeah, I know.. I've already noticed that.. But i do love you a lot. Your so cute and warm." He smiled and cuddled Sunni. "Anyways, I;m happy that you love me. I want to stay with you forever. He looked at her and smiled. "You know, I am very very happy that you love me. Anyways, i'm glad your letting me help you and live with you." He looked at her and held her tightly. "I love you a whole lot Sunni. Your everything to me and everything to make me want to live." He looked up and saw that the tent was no longer bending down with the rain drops. "Looks like the rain has stopped.. Almost exactly when you made me smile."
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6:20am Jun 20 2010
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((just wondering um do ya think we should make a remake? i mean sunni and jake would still be together but we could more characters in))
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11:33pm Jun 20 2010
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(that would work... I'm keeping my people.. Kyin, Jake, Riku... )
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