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Severus huffed, looking to the door longingly.
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Melanie drummed her fingers against her knee, feeling awkward and alone.
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11:38pm Jun 30 2011
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"Sit." He ordered the pair. Severus opted for leaning on the wall, glaring at both of them.
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11:40pm Jun 30 2011
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Melanie listened, sitting down on a chair, looking away from Severus' glare.
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11:44pm Jun 30 2011
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"Now, we are going to talk. How are you feeling, Mel?"
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11:47pm Jun 30 2011
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"I feel alone, and upset, and guilty, and confused, and tense, and like a horrible person, and like I shouldn't be alive right now, and..." Melanie trailed off.
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11:49pm Jun 30 2011
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"And?" Stefan asked, urging her on.
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Melanie just shook her head, dismissing the question.
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11:56pm Jun 30 2011
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"And you, Sev?" "I feel like my heart's been ripped out. Again. I always told myself that I wouldn't let this happen, and I let it. I haven't felt this alone in a long time. I feel... angry, like I want to break everything." |
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Melanie felt her heart break again at his words. She let out a quiet sob...Wait, when did she start crying?
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"I feel like my world has been tuned on it's head. You don't know what it's like, to see the one you love getting heavy with the person you ocnsider to be a... friend. A best friend. And I don't make friends."
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Melanie's lip trembled and even re-biting it wouldn't make it stop. She looked down, watching the water fall down from her eyes and onto the floor.
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Stefan nodded. "Alright, um. Mel, how do you feel, now that you know what he feels like?"
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12:12am Jul 1 2011
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((Happy July <3)) "More guilty. Kind of like I personally went and ripped his heart out. Like he gave me all I wanted and I've never returned any of those things. Like I don't even deserve this conversation."
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((Omg. Happy July to you too. Ily.)) "And you, Sev?" "Well, I feel like grabbing her and telling her everything's going to be okay." "And why don't you?" "Because it's not. I'm hurt because I'm hurting her." |
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((Ilyt. ♥)) "You're not hurting me. I'm hurting myself."
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12:18am Jul 1 2011
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"Mel, no arguing." Stefan said sternly. "The thing is, she hurt me first." |
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"I'm not arguing. I'm just explaining how I feel."
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"Then do it in turns." Stefan replied. "Do you still love her?" Severus looked at him, breaking his glare to look Melanie. "Of course I still love her. I'd give her the world. But she wants Damon. And just like I stepped aside for Lily to be happy, I'll do it again. Even if I still loved her, just like I still love her." |
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"I don't want Damon!" Melanie looked over at him. "I love you. I want you."
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