I know in situations like this you don't want to hear other people's stories, but I've been where you are. And it's not fun.
I also might sound like a repeat of other people. But hopefully I can try my best.
Suicide is never the answer.
Life gets hard, and we don't always want to move on.
At least, this is how I felt.
But think of it as best you can. No matter how hard life seems, it always gets better.
If you give up now, what is there left? The life you could have had, the brighter future, all gone. This is just one moment in your lifetime, and there are so many other moments that are greater to live for.
You only live once.
I understand you hate it, but saying you feel suicidal does not make you suicidal.
It's just a thought.
You don't have to listen to it.
First you need to tell your parents, if anything. If that's too hard, tell a friend. That's what I did. I told a friend before telling my parents because I felt more secure that way. Sometimes we fear what our parents will think, or their reaction to what we're thinking.
Just let someone know, because talking about it can make you feel much better. They can help you through it. I don't want to flip the view or anything, but at least that's what worked for me. I told someone and they helped me through it all, and I'm glad they did. I look back now and wonder why I even considered throwing it all away.
If you don't have anyone to tell, then just tell whomever you feel most comfortable with. I'd say Parents, if anything. I'm not sure how your parents are, but hopefully they are understanding. Parents should love you unconditionally, and though you might be at a place that will scare them, or startle them, they should help you through it, not make it worse. No matter how hard they might make it as well.
I don't know you, so it might be weird saying I love you and I would never want you to harm yourself, but that doesn't mean I can't say it.
There are people who love you.
Whether it seems that way or not.
If you leave this world now, you'd effect the lives of so many people. And if there is an afterlife, I'm sure you'd look back and regret.
I was 15-16 in my phase. It happens around 14-17. Don't let it take your life.
Things get better, I promise.
I wish I could be more convincing, but I don't know how much impact I am actually making since I'm not that close to you.
Just....don't do it.
It's honestly not worth it, as much as it might feel it is.
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